Hey all. So as you can see in my last few post me and my wife have been talking about what once seem so far fetched to me because my wife is normally so vanilla – and it was the idea of opening up our marriage w a threesome or swap or even just me watching (what was initially my dream fantasy that I never thought could be real )
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In a nutshell in the last few weeks our we started talking about all of this because we both discovered a swingers resort Temptations – and she expressed a lot of interest in on her own – which turned me on because I never expected her to be into the idea of swinging. But here she was – suggesting it would be fun to go have sex in public and maybe even more. Since than our sex life has been amazing because we've been talking about it in bed and we've even talked about going to a local sex club in order to get ready for this trip. Our initial idea was to watch / maybe have sex on our own. Maybe she'll be flirty if she's interested and we'll see what happens is what we generally talked about. I knew she still struggled fully with the idea of being with another man because a) didn't wanna hurt me b) she's only ever been with me and to some sense she enjoy that purity. And in this scenario I struggled with it because it as local and I don't want anyone we know knowing about all of this.
Basically my wife was ready to go and twice I turned it down because i wasn't feeling it. Than one day – my wife's friends (who knows about all this ) had her boyfriend be a little flirty and touchy with the wife. My wife claims she had no idea he was but I kinda hated it and it was in that moment that I thought – hey do I really even want this to be real ?
Recently I just told my wife I'm fine with all of this being a fantasy for now but I don't know if I wanna go to the local sex club w her just yet and I don't know if I'm ready to share her just yet. It's fun to talk about it but maybe I couldn't handle it in real life. And maybe I'm scared of the potential end where she doesn't enjoy sex w me as much as she would with someone much fitter and bigger than me. I still love the fantasy of cuckold but I think idk about actually sharing her in real
Life. Or maybe it's because of the local situation / maybe it's the idea that I wouldn't want to do this with people we know – kinda would wanna do it w someone we may never meet again. Idk. I'm not sure what's.going thru my head because it was my ultimate fantasy.
Interestingly enough when I told my wife I wanna pause on this for now she responded by saying "
Does this mean I'm off the hook , phewww". I responded by saying what do you mean I thought you were into it – you seemed into it ". She said she was doing it all for me and to turn me on. I told her as much as I appreciate that – that she should be honest and open about what she wants. Many times I did ask her – hey would you wanna try someone else – is this what you want – and she seemed into it but maybe not ? Or maybe she's saying this now ? I'm not sure. I would only want to do it if it turns her on – not just because she's doing it for me.
Just wondering what you guys think. Have you had these thoughts ? Is this normal. Does this mean cuckold might not ever happen for me for real ? Or maybe it's just something that takes time. Maybe not right now. But maybe later ? lol idk