One white chick that I banged who was traumatised by her ex told me I wasn’t rough enough and I felt cucked as af.

I was volunteering at a hostel in Europe, this Californian feminist was a slim white girl with hazel eyes, some freckles on that sweet face, brunette. She was around and got my attention because she never wore a bra. But I was on duty so couldn't make a move on her and saw some dude hitting on her, they talked for at least an hour and then started making out. Eventually went to the rooms… I had to fuck this shameless whore. I hit on her next time, she responds. Same night we are in a hotel room booked by her so that I could fuck her.

So we go in. We get naked and I saw what I expected to see, a hairy as fuck pussy. I could easily expect that because I already knew she doesn't shave her armpits. And I'm talking about some proper hair. A rebel against this so called “beauty” standards and bullshit like that. You know? Heartbroken sluts dealing with it in their own ways.

So I touch her body, feel her skin, we go soft, and she asks me to go down on her. So I go down eat that tight pussy, and then put my hard cock into her pussy. We started fucking but I'm out of shape, I just can't go like I used to, so it’s more of a soft romantic kind of sex, it had to be, because I was out of fucking breath.
So she didn't cum, I also didn't cum. I wanted her to give me a bj. She blows me for a while and then just stops and starts to jerk me off… gets slower… and fucking falls a sleep on it. I saw this and trying to process it. A chick just fell asleep on my cock? I didn't take the L so well. I smacked her ass once. And slapped her ass harder. And harder. She made this “mmmh” sound in a thin tone, and I hold her head and asked did you made me cum? You can't sleep if you didn't. And locked her head with my legs, pressed her head to my cock and make her gag on my cock. Then I laid her down and slapped her ass hard. She said “harder” she went tfrom “I deserve it” to “I'm a slut” with my lead. Now the inner slut is out. I came on her tits and then afterwards we are in this hotel bed. I gotta stay the night with her there. So the pillow talk starts. And I learn… that she had an abusive boyfriend who was into bdsm and bondage and used her for years only to leave her and get married to someone else and become a father in a year… So this backpacking slut is jumping on dicks any country she goes… she told me that when I acted like I did in the end, she felt triggered and that we shouldn't do it like this… lets make it soft…

Next time, in another hotel room, she asks me to go down on her because she is not horny. She makes me eat her pussy. I kiss her body, her tits, her belly, her legs. Pinch her little nipples… soft, as promised.

In the end she didn't cum, this time I did.
She told me “you better quit smoking for better sex, just saying”

And since this happened I find myself thinking of what her ex did to her. She told me that he tie her most of the time. She was his slut, and still is. She searches for it. That man fucked this slut’s bald pussy any time he wanted. She was fucked so good for years and I wasn't even close. I imagine myself watching her getting used by her ex in front of me while I can't even touch myself.

I think about this and many more in my thoughts while I'm jerking off.
Just wanted to share this.

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