Update – [True Story] My friend that I jerked off is coming back over tonight and he might want more

So the first part to this story is in my history, so you can read it there. Just be forewarned, it’s very long.

So after I wrote about what happened with my friend, my post got a lot of attention. And I’ll be honest, that didn’t help with me fighting against all this. I kept getting excited every time I revisited my post and read the comments. As I said in the past post, I’m not necessarily gay, but I am bi and so is my friend. And I know he’s more experienced in that world than I am. So I wasn’t sure the expectations he might have moving forward. He’s very very vocal about how much he thinks my wife is sexy, and that video sent him over the edge. When he pulled his cock out of his pants, we was already fully erect after seeing the video for only a moment. He also became a different person seemingly. He got very dominate with me, something he’s never done before. Pushing me aside so he could watch the video in length, despite my initial reservations. It was thrilling, a little scary as well.

Since then I’ve been hesitant to think too much about him. He was so manly, and his cock was huge, easily over 8inches and very thick. My hand barely fit around it. So the thought of him ever sleeping with my wife scares me. He’d be able to make her feel things I simply can’t with my smaller size. I wanted to just ignore the whole situation if possible. But today he texted me about coming over tonight. My wife works late on these days and he knows that. It’s usually our day we chill. So she’ll be out all night and it’ll be just us two again. He said he’s bringing over lots of booze and weed, which was the same thing he said last time. I don’t know if he thinks more will happen. But I’m so nervous. He’s my good friend and we have hung out a lot, but now when he texts me my heart starts to race… and I get a little excited. I’m scared about him being here. What will he expect? Maybe he just forgot the whole thing? We were very drunk and high after all.

Maybe nothing will happen, maybe something more will. I don’t even know if I want one or the other. I’ve never been so scared and nervous and excited all at the same time before.