I’m an asian m with an asian gf. Recently when my gf and I have sex, I’ve been finishing so quickly. It’s gotten to the point where she’s begging me to not cum so quickly but I can’t help it. I can tell she’s frustrated but she’s plays it off as no big deal.
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Just earlier, she stepped out to run an errand and accidentally left her laptop open. I’m not really the type to snoop but I saw a Reddit tab open with lots of notifications so I thought it was a little strange.
When I clicked on the tab, it took me to a profile I’d never seen before.
As I scrolled through the posts, I realized it’s my gf’s secret reddit account.
Some of the earlier posts were on a bunch of different sex/relationship subreddits complaining about how I always cum too quickly. I was pretty taken aback and embarrassed that it was affecting her that much, unbeknownst to me.
Then I saw her posting more on places like r/sluttyconfessions about how she misses his past hook ups with guys who were way bigger than me and fucked her way better than me. She’d recount dozens of past sexual experiences, all with white guys with big cocks. At this point, I was feeling so confused and shocked. She had never told me about these experiences before (I never asked) and I was feeling so humiliated about how much better sex she’d had before me. At the same time, my cock was getting hard at the thought of her getting pounded by dozens of other guys before me.
Then more recently, she started posting nudes of herself in subreddits where asian girls show themselves off for white men. I could tell she took these pics in our own bed, where posted herself in positions her legs spread completely open or super slutty poses that I’d never seen her do before. And they all had captions like “Need a BWC to properly pound my asian pussy up bc my bf keeps cumming too quickly”.
At this point, I was so turned on that I pulled my cock out and masturbated furiously to her humiliation of me and whoring herself out on the internet for white guys. When I came, I felt so ashamed but still couldn’t stop looking thru her profile.
I saw that she had been DM-ing a ton of guys back and forth and making fun of me in the exchanges. She’d swap nudes and send videos of herself masturbating to images of their BWCs they sent her.
I was so disgusted but still so turned on that I couldn’t help but pull my cock out and masturbate again.
It just went on and on, it seemed like she had been doing this for months. Then I found a conversation with a guy that she actually exchanged phone numbers with, as it turns out he lives in our city as well.
At this point, I open up her messages from her laptop and find this guys number. Sure enough, she’d been secretly meeting up with him at least 4 times in the past two weeks. They had dozens of nudes, videos, and messages exchanged where they were dirty talking about how badly she wanted to serve his BWC and how badly she wanted him to fetishize her Asian pussy.
I even found a video of them cheating behind my back in my own bedroom. And sure enough, it’s a massive BWC that covered her entire face and she was smiling ear to ear trying to fit it all in her mouth. She was talking the whole time about how much bigger it was compared to mine and he kept on egging her on and making fun of me. Eventually he laid her on her back and started fucking her. I’d never her make sounds like that before and she must have announced that she was going to cum at least three times in this 6 minute video.
Of course, my cock was stiff again and shamefully, I jerked off once again and came at the same time that this guy was filling my gf’s pussy up. It was the saddest, most humiliating orgasm I’ve ever had but I also came so hard.
She came home awhile back and I haven’t brought it up to her. I’m pretty sure she just went to hook up with him again. I’ve been in my room writing this and masturbated two more times. My dick is raw, I’m torn, but I’m also so turned on. Not sure what to do now…