So recently I had my first sexual encounter. I know being a virgin at 23 in this day and age is rare and I honestly don’t know how I’ve gone this long. Maybe it’s my standards or at a certain point I started to fear it and didn’t want to disappoint someone because they would expect someone my age to have experience.
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I naturally started to develop a cuckold fetish band over the last few years it’s consistently gotten deeper. I finally had my chance; I had a girl I’d been seeing naked in her bed and I couldn’t get hard. It was mortifying, really embarrassing and has really deterred me from wanting to try again. I can’t help but think that I would’ve preferred a bigger and stronger male (preferably black) to have been there that night to satisfy her. In that situation we all would’ve been pleased.
I believe the reason I couldn’t get hard was because in the back of my head I know I don’t really have any sex drive myself. As you can assume, I never heard from this girl again but now anytime I meet a new girl I immediately picture this dynamic.
It’s done irreversible damage but for the better.