Hey so my first time posting on here and I would say the experience was pretty traumatic but I think some of you might enjoy. So I had this gf during my senior year of highschool who was an international from a European country. We met and started talking in December and we quickly moved forward into a relationship and got intimate quick. I had my first time with her and it was something that needed a lot of trust and a lot of preparation because her previous partner had SAed her for a long time. We'd only make it to fingering and oral and what not and we'd managed to have sex in may/June which was when she went back to home. We decided to "break up" because we didn't think we could handle long distance because we took a break in april/May for about a week or 2 and there were some trust issues. After she went back we kept in touch and kept talking like we were in a relationship, exchanging nudes and what not. Then we had a big argument in August and we stopped talking as I went abroad for university and she got busy with her school. And after not talking for a while I wanted to see what she was doing so I texted her and started to talk to her again and it reignited old feelings and I could feel myself fall for her again. But now she kept telling me thst she had moved on and I should to. But here's where it got confusing. She said she moved on but she would text me everyday and tell me about her day and we even seated a couple times helping each other finish. But she would always go back to saying that she moved on. Then came Halloween. I was away for a competition and I was talking to her there and she said "look I'm not interested in you anymore. You know the club I went to before Halloween? Yeah I met a guy there and he was nice so I made out with him and a couple other guys". And that was gutwrenching because she was talking to me while she was at the club and I had no idea anything like that was happening. Apparently she was showing the guy my texts and telling him about me and laughing about it and he asked her if he should block me for her and she said no i feel bad. Anyways fastforward to a week later. It was a great day I had everything going well and the day before she was texting me for hours and even stayed up all night texting me about her day and whatever and it felt like we were dating again. But that day she brought up the fact that she's not interested. Then she texted me and said "I have something to confess". Basically the guy she made out with at the club, she met at 2 other parties that she went to later that week and at both parties she started making out with him again and at one of them she sucked his dick. I was horrified because again, she was snapping me and texting me throughout both of those parties. Then we decided to call to tall about things and I forced her to tell me about everything that happened. She met him at one of the parties and kept talking to him and I guess rhey hit it off cuz they were on the lawn of the house party talking for hours and they ended up making out and he groped her tits. (Her tits were huge the biggest I've been with and firm too like fake ones except they were natural I think she said they're either h or g). And then at the next party they met again and they immediately got drunk and started making out. And she begged to suck his dick and he let her so they went to a room in the house and she stripped and took her tits out and started sucking his dick. She said she kept working at it sucking it and jerking it off and begged him to cum in her mouth. But he didn't end up finishing cuz he was drunk or whatever. We hung up after that and we didn't talk till the next day. The next day we called again and she told me about what she did to get over me when she went back home after we "broke up". She would invite a different guy over every couple of days and cuddle with them in bed and get fingered by them. Now this was horrifying and traumatizing to me because I loved this girl but I don't know why but it turned me on. I got hard and as she was telling me all these things I found myself jerking off to it. And yeah she said that she wanted to pursue this new guy and fuck him so she blocked me and ghosted me. Sorry that was a long story. Feel free to ask any questions and I'll drop some stories about some stuff we did and any more details.
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