Hello everyone. This is my first time here. I have never fantasized about being a cuckold or about my girlfriend cheating on me. I have read quite a few stories here in the last few days and I just realized that I am a cuckold, if you can call it that. I am not a native speaker, so it is hard for me to write, but I will try my best.
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This story is already 10 years old. When I was 20, I had a girlfriend. She was my first and since I have always had problems with women, I was completely dissolved in her. I have always been chubby, but tall 185/120, my penis size is 12x10cm. She was 170/55 with firm C-cup tits. When we started dating, after a few months I warned her that I was small, but she said that everything was fine and it did not matter, because you need to be able first of all. I was inexperienced then and believed her. On my first night with her I came in 3 thrusts, it was very humiliating, but she calmed me down and said that it happens the first time. In fact, I always come quickly, which she later found out.
Overall, we had a very good relationship and we were always together. We started living together very quickly. She was very experienced, I knew that. She taught me new things and always brought something. Later I found out that her anus was not a virgin either, it excited me and made me angry that someone had already fucked my girlfriend before me. I could barely cope with these emotions and was always jealous of her ex. She said that he had a pretty big and thick penis. She also said that she slept with her other friends because she liked sex.
Since I was inexperienced, I believed everything she said. And I loved her very much. One day, we were drunk and we tried improvised toys. it was an eggplant of impressive size, which entered her almost completely. I saw how madly she liked it. it excited and irritated me, because she always said that if already with a small penis, then everything was rebuilt and a large one was not needed. I suspected something was wrong and we started to quarrel sometimes. one day, I fucked her in the missionary position and saw that something was wrong. she did not feel anything. later I found out that she again fucked a large eggplant before me and she found it very cool. I felt that my penis was walking freely and I understood why. we quarreled and said that she stretched herself, to which she told me to lick her and said that it was not her fault that my penis was small. I obeyed. I felt very humiliating and sad.
maybe a month passed and she decided to break up with me. it was very painful and sad for me, because everything was as good as it seemed to me. she blocked me, kicked me out of her house. we stopped communicating, I suffered and always remembered this sex. later, I found out from mutual friends that she was already sleeping with others. or more precisely with a vocal teacher. It really hurt me, because only a week had passed. I decided to figure it out and went to him.
he was a great guy, we met, smoked, and he said that he didn’t know the story, but she was happy to be with a big dick, because his was 20×16 cm. she told him how she started being with a small one and fucked him for several hours a day, several times. I was very upset, burst into tears, but it turned me on terribly. he calmed me down, but said that he hadn’t slept with her before.
I lived in ignorance for 2 months and every day I thought about the fact that she was cheating on me, possibly with others, it hurt me and it really excited me. I imagined how she was being fucked by a huge dick while I was waiting for her. I jerked off to this fantasy and cried again.
On the third month, we crossed paths again by chance. We talked, she apologized, and a week later we moved back into her house. A couple of days later, she went on a business trip and I stayed in her house. As an obedient person, I immediately gave her gifts and bought her a new expensive phone. When she left, I searched all the drawers for big dildos or something. It really turned me on, but I only found an old phone.
I decided to check it out and saw something terrible for myself. Yes, she cheated on me with my ex, complained that she was being fucked by a small penis again and she already wanted to go to him instead of work. It hurt, but I didn’t want to leave her and obediently waited, rereading their correspondence and jerking off. I didn’t know about the cuckold then and it was strange for me.
We dated for another six months, where she periodically reminded me of my small penis. I was sure she was cheating on me because she was sometimes dirty and ran to the shower. It turned me on and irritated me, but I was afraid to leave because I love her. Later she said that she couldn't be with me anymore and was leaving for her new friend who had a penis twice as long and thick. She'd had enough of the torment, because she was only with me for my money and a cool car.
Thanks for reading. It's a long story and I have more, if you're interested, write it in the comments. Thanks