This is part four of my cuck origin story.
I think this is the only part I think you need to read the previous part for, so I encourage you to at least read part 3 before this. It's a long post but worth the time.
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I also want to say this too. Thank you for the compliments on my writing, but I want to stress that these are completely real stories. Im not inventing anything, and the only embellishing is due to the passing of time taking parts of my memory away. For the most part though this is my real life.
And at this point in it, I've finally had a form of cucking introduced to my life after loving and desiring cuck porn for years. The short version being that, as a dare my ex showed her large chest to her perverted next door neighbor who jumped in the moment and began fondling her big tits. She found herself powerless when he sucked her nipples as that is her biggest turn on.
She told me about it immediately and apologized with a passionate deepthroat blowjob.
But I was more than horny as she told me about it. To test the waters I suggest she blow him, I said it jokingly but I wanted it to happen. She laughed and we moved on.
But this still awakened something in me. I never fully fathomed the thought of being a cuck in real life, yet now there's a possibility of it happening. Now I know that my girlfriend is capable of becoming turned on by another man, being wet from another man, and being powerless to him.
I know what she's like when she gets her chest sucked on. How impossibly horny she gets from ner nipples being twisted, licked, sucked on, even nibbled. And she knows it too.
The interaction may have only been a minute, but between being overwhelmed and being properly stimulated, she was incredibly close to cumming.
I'd done it many times to her. Sucked on her tits and pinched her nipples and it brought her to orgasm without us ever touching her pussy. If that old man focused on her tits instead of trying to get down her pants then her would have made her cum right there at the side of her house.
And knowing her, she wouldn't have pushed him off as she came or after. She would have pulled him in to encourage him to keep going so she could find another orgasm.
The thought of her cumming from his mouth on her chest made me irredeemably horny. For awhile i was jerking off to the thought of it. I had gone from watching cuck porn, loving the thought of being a cuck, craving the cuck lifestyle while still thinking "but not with my girlfriend, I love her too much," to "how can I convince her to let this old pervert suck on her big tits again?"
I wanted her to cum to him, for him.
I didnt like the idea of her having sex with him but.
I grew a need for her to suck his cock.
On days where she was just giving me head without sex she would still strip down to her panties. she would take off her bra but keep her thong or boyshorts on. Sometimes she would tease me with her ass, but she would happily get on her knees and suck me off and swallow every drop of cum. I wanted her to that for him.
Every few weeks I'd float the idea to her.
"I bet he wouldn't last a minute with your mouth."
"His wife probably doesnt suck his dick anymore so he would have a heart attack if he experienced yours."
She would laugh or agree but wouldn't take the bait.
I tried to be more direct.
"I wouldn't be mad if you were interested in trying his dick."
"It might be unfulfilling if mine is the only dick you ever suck. I'd understand if you want to experiment with him. But only him."
"At his age it's public service, I don't even think I'd consider it cheating."
She would humor the jokes but it didnt seem like she was interested. She never told me to stop though, so I kept trying.
One day when I was fucking her from behind I had an epiphany. Being a cuck never meant threesomes, it meant me watching or letting her interact with other men. But If it meant getting her lips wrapped around his dick then id gladly fuck her while she sucked him.
I floated the idea to her in a way I thought could convince her.
"You love getting fucked and you love sucking dick right?"
"Yeah?"
"What if you could do both at the same time?"
"What do you mean?"
"Well like. If you could clone me would you suck one of me off at the same time the other me fucked you?"
She laughed hard
"If you could clone yourself, sure, but if you're gonna make one clone, why not make two, one for each hole."
Curious response but I moved on.
"Well, lets just stick with two for my example. Would you do it? Take one from each end?"
"Uhh yeah I guess. If there were two of you. Could be fun."
"What if you just pretended one of them was me?"
"Like… if it was a dildo? We could do one of those clone-a-willies, I'd do that."
I liked that idea too. Which led to a conversation about that too. Then I tried to ring it back in my favor.
"What if I blind folded you. And we let me fuck you from behind and let another man use your mouth."
There was a lot of confusion in her face. I could tell she was only not saying no because she could tell that I was serious. But now that I said it I wanted it even more.
I needed to watch her suck on his dick.
I needed to hear her moan like she did when she sucked mine. I needed her to make him cum in her mouth. I wasn't sure if I wanted to see it. I knew I wouldn't kiss her after. But the thought of her swallowing his load drove me crazy.
It was easy to picture it. I just needed to convince her to do it. Unfortunately I could tell that it wasn't going to happen on this day. She was clearly not too interested.
But she did end the conversation by saying this.
"Ill have to think about it. But if it's what you want. Maybe."
Now I just needed to figure out how to make it happen.