It all started with my first real girlfriend.
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The first girl I fell in love with. The first I ever dry humped and fingered. The first to French kiss me. We were only high schoolers, your typical young couple. Until she met Keith. Keith was a bad boy, 3 years older then her and held back several years in school due to the usual delinquent antics. They met through a close family friend during our 1st summer as a couple, and not until months later would I find our that he had taken her in the back of his truck while I was on vacation. She withheld telling me until months later when in the heat of the moment amid my nervousness and inability to get hard over it being her first time as well; she revealed the secret that she had cheated on me. I remember the moment to this very day decades later; how hard the thought of the woman I love getting the satisfaction her slutty hole truly desired from another man. Someone older. Bigger. And more experienced. We ended up not fucking, but she stroked me to completion as I begged her to tell me the details of how he bent her over the tailgate of his truck and fucked her raw, only pulling out to finish on her face. To top off my sexual Awakening st an early age girlfriends mother was in a cuckold relationship, her bull openly living with them, and after several years and being considered part of the family he would openly kiss and flirt with her in front of her husband; which was a shock to my young testosterone filled brain to say the least.
A secret desire. A secret lust hidden behind a facade. That relationship ended in disaster for unrelated reasons. We never spoke of it again outside of that night, and a spiraling mix of jealousy and anxiousness warded off any further consideration of any kind of kinkiness associated with getting cucked. Flash forward to near present day; and I am happily married with the sexiest milf of a wife any man could ever ask for. Short 5'3" making my 5'6" feel just masculine enough. With long curly brunette hair, streaked with blonde highlights from her recent visit to the salon to treat herself. Her curvy legs and thick ass were only accented by what she says are 3DDD, but have to be bigger. An eternal brat and always self conscious, despite turning heads no matter what room she walked intom; she would never accept any compliment and admitted to me that she faked orgasms for the first 2 years of our marriage simply because she was satified to be with someone as loving and handsome as me, even if I couldnt make her cum. She of course doesn't know anything about my forbidden cuck kink, and aside from the occasional lust filled cuckold porn session in private; I never even gave the possibility a second thought.
Alone one night as my wife was working late, I found myself browsing reddit. As a fantasy I'd occasionally check out local swinger group, along with other subreddits of women in my state. Coming across a BBW dedicated subreddit I start exploring and appreciate the similarities that many of them have to my own wife. I enjoy women with actual bodies. Thick thighs, big tits and most important a big ass are requirements for any serious interest from me. I begin enjoying myself while enjoying a specific brunette that happened to have breasts that reminded me A LOT of my own wife. My heart skipped a beat. Then another. My eyes strain, focusing on it. There, under her left nipple. I know that freckle, so many times I've glanced at it while teasing her nipples with my tounge. Adrenaline thunders through my entire body, setting my veins on fire.
There.
Is.
No.
Fucking.
Way.
I think to myself as my heart starts beating again, and I struggle to inhale a breathe. That can't be her. She couldn't do something so slutty behind my back. Is she cheating on me? I begin scrolling down her page, looking for the confirmation that deep in my soul I know I so desperately need. Then I find it. There is no denying it. There is my wife. Her face hidden, but the rest of her body lying exposed with a dildo. Her dildo, I recognize it. How many times has she asked me to use it on her to help her finish after I fell short? Those are her legs, her breasts. Her pussy lips, and clit so distinct, the only I have seen in my entire life in person. I instantly tumble back into reality, attempting to rationalize the situation, and what would cause her to post these without my knowledge. I continue browsing, reading some comments that she responded to.
User BBC[cityname]Bull commented: Such a good little slut sharing your slutty hole. Id love to meet up sometime and play with you.
My wife responded: Mmm yes daddy I'd love that big black cock filling me up. Are you DDF? I want your cum leaking out of me.
My heart stops again.
Is she cheating on me?
Jealousy and rage fill my veins as I get to the beginning of her posts from 3 years ago. Random posts (not nsfw related) until around 6 months ago. My head spins. 6 months ago she had come home early from work with drinks to suprise me and caught me on the couch in the living room jerking off to cuckold porn, a huge hung black bull fucking a tiny white girl while her husband watched, being held onto for physical support as she literally shook with an orgasm. Initially angry, she confronted me on my porn choice asking if this is what I'm into and why I haven't been able to get hard some nights, much less last more then a few minutes. We left it at that and worked it out without much further discussion the morning after when she confronted me on my reddit search history. Fucking shit I was always notoriously bad at clearing my recently searched and viewed on reddit, not thinking she would ever even open the application hidden among folders and other apps. I had recently been scrolling r/Gooned and although not attracted to decks at all had inevitably viewed some big dick girl content that was extremely alarming to her. Along with that, my previously viewed had been from r/CuckoldCaptions. Apparently that night I had a fetish for BBC cuckold content as it was all milfs getting fucked and bred by black bulls with big dicks accompanied by humiliating captions taunting my inadequacies.
But.
It was after that incident, and a short week long hiatus from sex until she initiated one night, that we started using her dildo and vibrator more and more often to get her to finish after I had. I was just happy to help my wife be satisfied, but looking back I can't recall a single time that I was able to get my wife to cum with just penetration.
Is she cheating on me?
Did she meet up with him?
Is that why she's working so many late closing shifts unplanned seemingly?
Why haven't I noticed am I just ignoring the signs?
Then a darker urge bubbles up inside me. My dick is still out, and I don't think I have or ever will be again harder and hornier then I was in that moment. I begin hurriedly scrolling her page, taking note of any small details like the room she took the picture in, or the color of the bedsheets. I sigh in relief as I realize all of them are taken from somewhere inside my house, aside from a few titty pictures clearly taken in the bathroom stalls at her work. I find myself back at the picture she had replied to the comment on. I read his comment and her reply once again and find myself cumming to the very thought that my pure innocent wife want another mans cum leaking out of her. All I can think to myself is:
I.
Want
More.
Surely this constitutes cheating?
Should I confront her? Leave?
But. Then. Again.
What if?