Hey guys! Kind of a long one sorry haha! – Im 31m and she's 36F. Shes a very shy, loyal, conservative, social recluse girlfriend so its been quite the journey of opening up to each other sexually. Its a hard no to real life since I asked a about 1.5 years ago or so. The journey up to this point since then has been amazing.
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It started with me introducing a clone of my dick for some long-distance fun, fantasizing about a double experience with her. That led us to open up a lot sexually— then 3 clones of me, then I shared i like bukkake , which surprised her but also turned her on. I made another clone, and she’d say “your dicks,” embracing the fantasy. We sent each other increasingly intense porn gifs for reactions. Went from just clips of couples with dildos to "hey we know they are the dildos but its just porn so we can imagine it" then sending full on blowbang/gangbang porn! During dirty talk she was hell bent on referring to these as my clones or "your dicks". She then moved in with me and we have an awesome life together. no more long distance.
In this same time period I once asked her in real life about involving another guy through a gloryhole of our control and tested, and of similar endowment to me. she was shocked a little, and turned off, but she clarified the fantasy is only about my 'dicks,' so we dropped it. from there on out luckily, we still gave into the fantasy safely, and I of course wanted to respect her stance! So I never pushed IRL ever again. So we keep everything under fantasy, then it evolved into me telling her I imagine her as one of the girls, then how hot it is when there are different pornstar dicks, slowly getting to her. she’s shy about it but has embraced through roleplay. it went from "your dicks" to "those dicks" I even bought two new dicks with different shapes to add to it.
I set up these clones of me to shoot fake cum so we could roleplay and recreate a blowbang in person for both of us, we've had about 7 of those now since we started. The first couple being with my clones and me in the mix, the next couple when i introduced 2 more cocks that were "different cocks" that also came. (the same time she was transitioning from your cocks – those cocks) and then the last two times which is no clones, and 4 obviously bigger dicks.
Fast forward to now – were fantasizing about all the hands groping her in gangbang porn, shes noticing the big dicks in porn and saying how perfect they look for her face, she loooves watching me jerk off to her and watching her be naughty is becoming more common, she is not shy to bring up " different big dicks".
Currently im getting her really into seeing that its ok to be loving these huge cocks for us, and these new ones in particular, i encourage her alot and make her feel safe for feeling naughty about it so she has opened up tremendously since this started! I started really pounding her holes with one while i jerked off on her ass and she told me the next day about how hot that was, and is not disappointed to see me pull out the dildo now! It almost seems like now that she knows "oh its about BIG cocks" shes really embracing it. I think the dildo pounding her like that got her really into it!
I have also been sprinkling in "guys" or hotel "guests" to kind of attach more of a male character to these entities, she's still shy about it, but not disgusted when i say it! She really get into it if i bring up running a hotel with her! "mmm service all the guests, give them something to jack off to later, and tell their friends about" i just about came when she said that. haha! so that's good. I have a feeling that + the acceptance its ok to fantasize about big cocks will help her alot in advancing!
Some people have told me they suspected she's just doing this to please me since the hard no, but if you saw how dirty she talks and gets into this, and how hard she orgasms, that tells a different story! shes very into it! I just plan on letting her open that door eventually if she wants to, because I respect her enough to not put any pressure on it at all! baby steps for sure! I even send her captions about hotwifing that she seems to like too!