Just like the title says. I was cucked for the first time and am feeling extremely confused.
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I’ve been into cuckolding and hotwifing as a kink for a long time but have never actually delved into it with a significant other. It was strictly a porn category for me.
It all started with my current girlfriend of 2 years mentioning that she wanted me to use a penis pump or get a cock sleeve to see if she could “take it”. I’m not a small guy by any means but definitely not hung probably around 6” and average girth. We went online and ordered an 8.5” cock sleeve girthy that arrived a week after.
To spare writing an entire novel, she went absolutely crazy for the cock sleeve and came harder than I’ve ever seen her. This went on for a couple months. Eventually after awhile she started to want to use it every time we had sex. Fast forward a couple more months and she started pressing that I’m a sub and she really wanted to be dominated. No matter how many times i insisted that I wasn’t a sub she would just laugh and not take me seriously.
Eventually after many weeks of dirty talk about her needing the “real thing” we actually had a serious conversation where she was the one who brought up the idea of bringing a bull into our relationship and if that was some thing I would ever be okay with it. I was extremely flustered when she asked because I’ve watched cuckold porn for so long and the fact that my girlfriend of 2 years was actually asking me if she could try being with a bull was surreal. I thought about it and agreed to try it out because the idea really turned me on. She quickly set up a dating profile on a few sites.
Within a couple of days she matched with multiple bulls. Over the coming weeks she chatted with a few bulls before finding one she really liked. They texted for awhile and swapped pictures. He was absolutely hung and in great shape.
He came over last night for the first time and it was beyond intense to say the least. He fucked her for over 2 hours and was even bigger in person than it seemed in his pics.
I’ve never felt more emasculated in my life as I watched and heard my girlfriend squeal and cum on his cock. I am not exaggerating when I say I’ve literally never heard her make the noises she did that night.
When it was all said and done and he had gone home I felt so confused and conflicted. I tried to reclaim her but she literally couldn’t feel me. She pretty much just laid there into I came (which was all of 2 minutes). It was crazy feeling her pussy afterwards. It was really wet and loose. I slipped out a couple of times and had to focus on making sure I didn’t.
On the one hand it was my biggest kink come true but on the other hand I watched the love of my life cum her brains out and submit to another man. It left me confused but turned on.
Have any other cucks experienced this with their first time? Is it normal to feel this way? I don’t know if I should pull the plug on the whole thing or not.