This is a story about my gf that I was hesitant to share. I may or may not decide to delete it eventually, because she shared the full details of this story with me not with the intention of turning me on, but because she thought I deserved to know before we took the next step in our relationship and moved in together. Because we spend a lot of time around her family, her brother and cousins in particular, she was scared that I would eventually find out from someone else besides her.
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When she first told me what had happened, she was blackout drunk at one of her family gatherings hosted by her uncle and had passed out in one of the spare bedrooms. I laid with her until around 3 am when the party had died down. She got up to throw up again in the bathroom and came back into bed. Still hammered, she started crying and told me she had something she needed to tell me. At first she was very vague because she was understandably ashamed of what had happened and didn’t want to traumatize me, in her words. Slurring her words, she told me she hooked up with Jordan (her cousin).
Me: What?
Steph: Jordan and I hooked up
Me: Are you serious? Tonight?
Steph: No like 6 years ago, in Europe
Me: Like hooked up as in…
Steph: We didn’t have sex, but we did other stuff
Me: Like what?
Steph: Kissing.. and like touching I guess
Me: Can you be more specific?
Steph: I just told you I just needed you to know that.
-about a minute of silence-
Steph: Omg I’m so drunk
I was in complete shock and didn’t know what to say next and at this point Steph was talking gibberish. Within a few minutes, Steph had fallen back asleep.
The next morning on our drive home, I asked her if we could talk about what she told me last night. It was an awkward conversation, but I told her she was being too vague and I needed to know the details of what happened. She didn’t exactly tell me all of the details that day. It came little by little throughout the following months as it was a complicated situation, but with some persistence and a lot of questions, I eventually got the full picture.
Now, when she first told me, it created a lot of confusion and heartache in our relationship. I didn’t know how to feel. I would go so far as to say I was even angry at her for letting it happen. In time though, we got past the rocky period that it caused, we’ve talked it out in couples counselling, and today, whether I want it to or not, the story has become a turn on for me.
Onto what happened.
Steph had several crushes in high school. One of them was her brother’s best friend, Calvin, and one of them was her cousin, Jordan. Both are two years older than her. Calvin and Jordan always spend a lot of time at her house hanging out with her brother, and eventually when Steph was in high school, she started hanging out with them too. It was kind of known that Steph had a crush on Calvin. She had told all of her friends, and apparently she made it obvious enough for her brother and her cousin Jordan to notice, and they’d tease her about it a lot.
Something she kept very private though and was not proud of, was that she was also attracted to her cousin Jordan who she spent a lot of time with as they both played the same sports.
The summer before Steph left for college, her brother threw a party at their house. Calvin, who had moved away for college by then, came back for the summer and started flirting with Steph at the party. Near the end of the party, while the people still remaining were hanging out in the backyard, Steph followed Calvin into the house and they started making out on the couch in the living room. Within a few minutes, she ended up only in her bra and panties under the blanket with Calvin. She was on top of him, heavily making out and dry humping him. Before it got any further, the glass door to the living room swung open and it was Jordan. He turned on the lights, as Steph jumped off of Calvin and quickly apologized and said he just needed to get his backpack and hurried out of the room as Steph was finding her clothes.
Calvin and Steph left the living room shortly after and Calvin went to the backyard to his friends while Steph, a bit flustered and embarrassed, went upstairs to her room. Shortly after, she heard a knock on her door and it was Jordan who said he just wanted to check on her to make sure she was okay. She told him she was okay and asked him not to tell her brother what he saw.
Both Steph and Jordan were drunk during this conversation, but this is what she remembers.
Jordan: Don’t worry I don’t think anyone will find out, Calvin has a girlfriend.
Steph: Are you serious?
Jordan: Yeah. Wait did you guys-
Steph: Ew no. We just kissed.
Jordan: Ok. I don’t think you should sleep with guys like that anyways.
Steph: Okay…
Jordan: i mean you should save it for someone who cares about you
And before Steph could reply, Jordan finished, “Like me” and laughed. He said it in a joking way, but in hindsight he wasn’t joking.
-Fast forward to 4 years later-
4 years later, Steph graduated college and moved back home. As her graduation trip, she decided to go with her brother and Jordan to Europe. And as it turned out, her brother invited Calvin to join as well.
The first 5 days or so of the trip was with all four of them together. After that, Steph’s brother and Calvin were going to fly to a different location for the rest of the trip, while Steph and Jordan would spend a few more nights with each other, and then split as well to do some solo travelling.
So for the first part of the trip, Steph shared a hotel room with Jordan, while Calvin and Steph’s brother shared a conjoining room. On the first night, I guess Steph had left her luggage open while taking a shower. When she got out of the shower, Jordan laughed and said “Nice dildo” and pointed out the dildo she had brought for the trip. As embarrassed as she was, she played it off and said something like, I have needs okay leave me alone and they laughed it off.
On their 4th night, the four of them went to a club and got really drunk. Steph remembers dancing with Calvin at some point during the night, and then decided to go back to the hotel.
Calvin decided to head back with her while her brother and Jordan stayed at the club. When they got back to the hotel, they both kind of knew they wanted to hook up with each other. They were both single at this time, and knew there was a mutual attraction and obvious flirting throughout the night, and it wasn’t long before Calvin made a move on her and they started hooking up on Steph’s bed. Steph was worried that her brother and Jordan would be coming back soon, so once she knew they were about to have sex, she took him into the shower. She gave him head to start, then he fucked her in doggy for a while. Soon, they got out of the shower, and then she got on her knees sucked his dick until he finished on her face and in her mouth. Once they finished, Calvin left the room while Steph took another shower to clean off. Once she got out of the shower though, she noticed the lights were off and Jordan had already came back and was passed out in his bed.
By the time she woke up the next morning, her brother and Calvin had already left to go catch their flight.
Two nights later, Steph and Jordan had planned to go a music festival. While they were there, Jordan bought some mdma and Steph agreed to take some with him since it was the last night before she went off solo for the rest of the trip. They had a great time at the festival, and when they got back to the hotel, they decided to take second dose. They laid in bed together and were talking and listening to music when Jordan brought up that he had heard her having sex in the shower with Calvin the other night. Steph told him she kind of assumed he’d heard but didn’t want to bring it up.
That’s when the conversation started getting sexual.
Jordan mentioned how horny and backed up he was since he hadn’t masturbated since he got there and Steph told him she was pretty horny too and that she didn’t get to cum with Calvin because they couldn’t fuck properly in the shower. And of course, the mdma intensified it. Looking back, Steph has no idea why she was sharing these details with her cousin other than that they were extremely high. They also shared their favourite positions and also some stories about past sexual experiences, and then at this point, Jordan took out his phone and started showing Steph some of the sex tapes he made with his ex. One in particular was him railing her from behind in a bathroom stall at school, which she admitted really turned her on.
While doing so, Steph noticed that Jordan was stroking his dick under the blanket and instinctively, she started doing the same. The room was dimly lit so Steph eventually sort of zoned out and closed her eyes when suddenly Jordan said he had an idea, and went to get Steph’s dildo from her luggage and handed it to her. She hesitated at first, but was also extremely horny and eager to get off, so she took the dildo, pulled down her shorts, moved her panties to the side and started using the dildo on herself. Again with her eyes closed, and under the blanket at first with Jordan stroking his dick beside her.
As she was fucking herself, Jordan asked her if she’d ever made out with someone on mdma and said how amazing it feels. She said she hadn’t and he asked her if she wanted to try. Before she could answer, he leaned in and kissed her, and without even thinking about it, she kissed him back. They were pretty much lost in a trance.
Before she knew it, they had both got completely naked. Jordan had his hand on her thigh at first but slowly worked his way up and started lightly playing with her clit for a few minutes, before he took the dildo from her hand and started fucking her with it while she continued playing with her clit. This went on for around 5 minutes before she had what she describes as an intense full-body orgasm. So intense that she was basically seeing all white. She had to tell Jordan to stop and take the dildo out. Once he did, she laid there weak and in shock.
Jordan waited for her to come down from her orgasm, I’m not sure how long but he continued stroking his dick and then told her he was close to coming. He asked if it was okay if he came on her so that he didn’t make a mess in her bed, and she told him he could cum on her torso but not to get it in her face or hair and he agreed. He went on his knees on the bed as she laid on her back beside him and told her to stroke it for him, and again after some hesitation, she did. Soon after, he took it even further and asked if she could lick his balls while stroking, which she also did. But not for long. Within less than 10 seconds of licking his balls, he announced that he was cumming, and started shooting a huge load all over her tits and stomach.
By the time they finished, it was past 5 am and they could already see the sunrise and that’s when they got cleaned up and went to bed. The next day, Steph woke up with extreme guilt and shame about what had happened. She didn’t know how it went that far and she decided not to bring it up. I’m not sure how Jordan felt about it, but he didn’t bring it up either. That day, they awkwardly said their goodbyes and went onto the solo part of their trips.
To this day, neither of them has mentioned what happened that night. Steph sees it as a mutual understanding that it was a mistake to let it go as far as it did, and felt like they both waited too long to discuss it. She’s hung out with him alone, slept over at his place a few times and they’re still close but they never crossed that line again after that night.
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