i want to chat with women about [cuckolding/sharing]

i've shared my ex with a few guys, she never did it before, most of the guys either, i organized everything each time and absolutely loved it. in the end we broke up because she couldnt be honest with me. i found it incredibly hot, i'd love to have a next partner who would be very much into this but i can also trust. i'd love when a woman would tell me her fantasies and i can just make it happen, let her do whatever she wants and support her in every way i can, live life to the fullest and most exciting. i'd love to chat with a woman about it and hear her opinions. i believe that i can make a woman very happy and we could help eachother do or communicate about everything in a higher level. so far it's been hard to find someone who'd be into this, lately i kept dreaming every night about having someone.