I [M26] have always been questioning my sexuality. Whether I was Bi or not, whether I was gay… Until I have finally realized that I am a BETA CUCK
A little bit of backstory: My then GF [F27] and I met in 2021. Back then, I was still newly exploring my sexuality. My sole experience with it was throughout porn and masturbation. I never had a real GF, and I always felt like I was not a real man.
Then I met her, and I fell in love with her. Her soft skin, her seductive eyes, her tone of voice, her curves, her hips, her red, curly hair and her body of a goddess… She put me in a spell so hard to escape, today I am begging her to tell me all about her dates with her new black lover.
I always wanted to please her, but no matter what I did I couldn’t. But I liked the humiliation of it, and she liked that I stuck around and occasionally stuffed her. But we were always using a second dick -a dildo- when we were having sex because she couldn’t feel my tiny penis in her vagina. She wanted it deep, she wanted double penetration, she wanted it all.
I know I was so desperate to fulfill her, but Ive come to terms that I never could. She needed an ALPHA MAN. I was just a small penis cuck…
I started indulging in these fantasies more and more. I started playing with the idea of her having sex with another man. First I was thinking threesome, but then I just wanted to sit there and watch. Then I gave in completely. I now wanted her to date a black, muscular, big man. This was just an interracial fantasy. But it consumed me. I stopped having sex completely with my then GF, now EX. Then after a while, we broke up.
Why? Because she caught me talking to webcam girls. Yeah. I had the hottest GF ever, a true goddess, laying semi-naked in bed waiting desperately to be waken up by a big hard cock, while I was masturbating to webcam girls humiliating me, telling me I can never satisfy my GF.
It’s been a few months and then she texted me. “Your dream has come true”
And I said: “What dream?”
She said: “He fucked me, came inside me twice. I said stop but he covered my mouth.”
I said: “Who?”
She said: “I’ve been seeing this black guy…”
Then we started talking, and she was telling me all about her date and I was insisting on hearing more and more. She invited me over, said “come lick his cum off my pussy, you desperately begged for it” and I immediately drove to the house we used to live together; to her new lover and her home. I immediately started kissing and grabbing her, she pushed me away and laid on the couch. I approached her again, this time more politely. After all, I was not his man anymore. I was just her cuck. She started telling me how he fucked her. How she felt like a woman again, how good his dick felt inside her pussy and how fulfilled she felt. How much of a man he is, how strong he is. How he carried her in his arms to bed and fucked her twice. While listening to these, I was licking her cum-filled pussy. I tried getting inside her pussy, at first I could, then I lost my hard-on.
She told me that I don’t deserve her pussy and how everyone gets what they deserve…
Now I occasionally go and obey her, and she rewards me with her stories. I will get a chastity and lock my sex life away and give the keys to my goddess. I can only imagine what a real man can do to her. I am just a cum cleaner cuck now, and I am proud of it. Everyone now gets what they truly want and deserve!
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