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I can’t ever remember a time, since I started liking girls, that I didn’t have some form of a cuck and humiliation fetish. I don’t even know where it all really began. I’ve been fascinated with big dicks since the first time I saw one in a 1990’s porn magazine that a childhood friend stole from his dad. It just feels like I was born this way. Maybe it’s a little bit of my jealous personality or the fact that I was born with a small dick (3 1/2 inches had). No matter the source I love it.
When I was young I had an older friend that got me in to his dad’s old porno magazines. I was infatuated and bought dozens of them off of him. I preferred reading the stories more than anything. I loved hearing about cheating wives and their hung lovers.
I never got very much attention from pretty girls growing up so I admired them from afar. I was the guy who bought them gifts and ended up being used. My very first sexual act of any kind was at a sleepover. A bunch of friends were spending the night together and started playing truth or dare. Dares started out simple with eating hot stuff and drinking concoctions. Next thing I knew it was pulling your dick out or getting naked and running outside. It became my turn and the others made me take dare. I was shaking because I knew I had a small dick and I didn’t want to show it to everyone else. Sure enough they wanted me to show my dick. The dare was to get it hard, pull it out and jack off in front of all of them. I pleaded and three of the five guys agreed that if I wanted to get out of it, I had to hold each of their dicks for 10 seconds. I never had a gay thought in my mind prior to this. I was so committed to not showing my tiny dick that I agreed. One by one they unzipped, pulled out and placed their dicks and nut sacks on my hand while one of them counted to 10. A few made sure to get hard before putting them on my hand. They were all larger than mine. One was uncircumcised (first time seeing one), and one was bigger than all the rest. The biggest belong to a fit, good looking friend. It had some weight to it, felt like a tube of meat. His balls were huge as well and they overflowed out of the palm of my hand. I can remember the warm, sweaty and heavy felling of his dick. That big dick belonged to my best friend.
Another dare two friends did, was jerking each other off at the same time, first one to finish had to taste the other’s cum. I had some perverted friends. We all ended up going to sleep a little after that and never talked about that night or did anything like it ever again. But that night had a lasting effect on me. It was the turning point in me becoming obsessed with becoming a cuck.
It took me a while before I actually ever heard or learned about the term “cuckold.” It started with big dick category, went to cheating wives, next was BBC, gangbang, bukkake and then finally Cuckold. As soon as I saw my first cuckold video I knew it was what I could get off to for the rest of my life. My dick was hard and dripping precum. I could’ve cum without touching my dick.
Relationship wise, I grew up and dated several girls. Always tried pushing the envelope with each one to do kinkier and kinkier things without coming out and asking them to make me a cuck. I would buy them toys, fuck them with strap ons, talk dirty to them, call them sluts and push them towards other guys. We would go to parties, get drunk and play truth or dare with friends. I always told them I was ok with them kissing other men as dares or flashing everyone their tits. A few cheated which gave me great pleasure but they refused to let me stick around even with my forgiveness. One told all our friends that she never knew pleasure till she fucked the next guy after me because he made her orgasm every time they had sex from penetration. She used to puddle all over my stomach when we had sex but it still stuck deep.
I was still hooked on being a cuck and couldn’t make anything happen, so my next ploy was to hook up with married women. It seemed as though I was somehow acting like the bull but it was for my sick pleasure. I liked fucking a woman who was getting fucked by someone else. Sometimes I was lucky enough to fuck them and eat out their pussy just after them being filled by their husbands. One of the married women that I hooked up with had a husband that had a BBC but she did not always enjoy it because of the size. She liked having my small dick from time to time. I lived for all these chances.
I ended up getting in a serious relationship with a much older woman, Rachel, who I knew was a freak. Our very first date we fucked in the back row of a movie theater, unprotected and I finished in her. She rode me with other patrons in the theatre. It was very hot. After I finished in her, she lifted herself off me and let all the cum drip back down on my dick and balls. Next she dropped to her knees and licked it all off of me. We had great sex and often times in public places. I got to use all her holes whenever I wanted. I thought I hit the jackpot. Surely she would go along with making me a cuck. I was sure this would be the person adventurous enough.
When I first introduced “cuckold” to her she seemed ok with exploring it. It was a video on porn hub with a BBC and a very submissive husband. She would talk dirty about other men and play along. We kept pushing things with toys and restraints. We eventually bought a big strap-on for me to fuck her with. It was 7 1/2 inches long, 3 inches around and it was black with veins popping out of it. It looked and felt like the real thing.
The very first time I saw her grab the dildo I almost finished in my pants immediately. She was drunk and stared at it with excitement. We eventually introduced it in to the bedroom and I fucked her hard wearing it. We made a role play scenario about her cheating and I would make her put a condom on the dildo. When I fucked her with it, she would cum so hard that she would pass out on occasion and wake back up just to ask me to do it all over again.
I started to feel very comfortable being open with her and expressed the want to make my fantasy of her being pleased by someone else come true. Rachel seemed very open to it, till I told her I wanted to grab the bulls cock and push it in her. This was something I dreamed of. She lost it and started calling me gay and a faggot. I backtracked as much as I could but the damage was done. I became very reserved with her. I could tell she had mixed emotions about the situation. I refused to ever push it again.
Our sex life stalled a bit at this point. We went back to having a very vanilla sex life. I was content but never stopped imagining. One night while we were out with her best friend, Monica and her best friend’s husband, Dave, drinking at the bar, my girlfriend out of the blue mentioned to me that Monica and Dave were swingers. I played along nonchalantly and didn’t press for more details. It got me super excited and I started buying shots like crazy. We were all having a great time. Rachel was flirting with Dave right in front of me. Then the bomb came out from Rachel after she got tipsy, she told me she knew Dave was hung like a horse. Monica told her all about it and showed her a video of her giving him a blowjob.
They ended up inviting us back to their home for more drinks at the end of the night. When we walked in their house Dave threw Monica up against the wall and started kissing and rubbing all over her. They invited us to their bedroom. Rachel grabbed my hand and pulled me to the bedroom. It was exhilarating to say the least. My dick was as hard as a rock.
Monica and Dave took off everything but their underwear and laid down making out on the bed. Rachel looked over at me and then crawled on the bed. She slowly and seductively pulled her best friend’s panties off, and traced her hand up Monica’s thighs to her pussy. She rubbed her clit, and lowered her face between Monica’s legs started eating her out. Monica and Rachel seemed very familiar with exploring each other, there had to be a story there. I was in complete shock. Rachel was fingering her best friend and licking her clit. They took turns going down on each other and the guys just sat back and enjoyed the show. They 69ed each other and practically had their whole hands in each other’s pussies.
I was very turned on and I started to stroke my dick in my pants. I caught a glimpse of Dave doing something off to the side and when he turned around I got an unobstructed view of the biggest, hardest dick I’ve ever seen in person. It stood straight out at attention and looked as fat around as my soda can. He was uncircumcised and that was my first sight of an uncircumcised dick. As soon as I saw it, I couldn’t keep my eyes off of it. I was completely envious. He caught me staring and grinned. He grabbed his dick gave it a couple strokes and I watched grow even bigger. How the fuck could I compete with that? Can Rachel take something that big? Will I get a chance to touch it? What will Rachel’s pussy feel like after he fucks her? These are all the questions that popped in to my mind.
Dave started touching his wife’s soaking wet pussy and pinching her nipples. Rachel looked back at me over her shoulder from on her hands and knees, still hovering over her best friends pussy. Then she turned to Dave. She reached out and grabbed his cock pulling it towards her. Dave scooted over to her and she took it straight to her mouth sucking on it. Rachel was stuffing it in her mouth and Dave was enjoying every second of it. She was slobbering on it, gagging herself.
Monica moved away from her husband and positioned herself next to me. Rachel laid back on the bed and pulled Dave’s cock to her mouth. She laid there looking at me while trying to swallow his dick whole. She rubbed his dick on her cheeks, between her lips, dragged it across her forehead and then started slapping herself with it. She rubbed it between her tits and slapped her nipples with it.
Monica started trying to get me involved with her. We kissed a little and then she went straight to jack off my dick and sucking on it. I just could not get in to it with her because I was watching my fantasy unfold and it didn’t include her. My dick would go soft when she obstructed my view. She was getting agitated with my tiny, soft dick.
Monica pulled me in for a big kiss and as soon as I heard a whimper, I pulled away to look at my Rachel. Dave was lined up behind Rachel rubbing the tip of his big cock against my lovers pussy. Rachel never stopped staring right at me. She called out to me, “Babe” to make sure she had my full attention. She reached back between her legs grabbed Dave’s cock at the base, pushed his foreskin back, lined it up and then pulled it in to her pussy. Her eyes closed and her body jolted. Rachel was in another world after this. She was moaning loud, “fuck, fuck, fuck!” Dave picked up the pace and got more aggressive. He was jackhammering his cock in to her. I could see her pussy lips stretched so wide, they stuck to his dick every time he pulled out. She was moaning and begging for more like I’ve never seen.
Monica was getting upset because I wasn’t paying any attention to her. I fingered her to keep her satisfied but my eyes were glued to Dave and Rachel. Dave said out loud, “Where do you want me to cum?” Rachel looked over at me, then at Monica and back to Dave. Then she said in a slutty voice,” Deep in my pussy” as she looked back at me staring me straight in the eyes. He was grunting and she was moaning. They finished simultaneously. Rachel looked spent and her pussy looked gaped open. Lips were stretched out open and I could see straight in to her pussy. I could see a big puddle of cum slowly coming out. I wanted her pussy so bad.
Monica sucked down my dick when this was happening. At the sight of my wife being used like a whore and cumming, I shot my load straight in to Monica’s mouth with out a warning. She was furious. She was pissed that her husband shot his cum in Rachel unprotected, she was mad that I had a small dick and finished quick in her mouth without warning. She was just mad about the whole scenario.
I quickly moved over to Rachel and climbed between her legs. I shoved my head in her pussy to eat her out even though she was resisting a little. She said she wanted to clean up first but as soon as my tongue dug deep in her pussy she couldn’t resist. I was licking out every last drop from her pussy and doing my best to make her cum with my mouth. I never felt more submissive and in my place than in that moment. I ate every last drop till we were both spent.
Both couples went our separate ways that night, never to talk about this night again. Rachel and I ended up breaking up and moving on with our lives. I haven’t come close to experiencing that again with any of my relationships.
I resorted to hiring a couple once to watch them have sex. I told them what my fetish was and they put on a show for me. I got to do it all with them. I touched his BBC and jerked him for a bit, which was my very first time seeing a BBC in person and touching one. I got to hold his cock and cupped his huge balls while pushing his dick in to his girl. I set up 1ft away from them while they fucked reverse cowgirl. It felt amazing to participate in something like this but at the end of the night, I paid for this and she was not my girl. It didn’t fully satisfy me.
I hope to one day experience being the cuck I know I’m meant to be and serve a hot-wife and bull. I’m very submissive and get great pleasure from serving. I would love to serve on my hands and knees anyways necessary. I’m willing to be locked up and forced in to panties. I hope to find a hot-wife that will let me serve her and the bull with my mouth. Good luck to all the bulls hotwives and cucks.