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People keep asking me for an update to this () so here it is. I guess I’m posting this to try and put how I feel into words.
Basically I lost a bet where my gf slept with her bull exclusively for over a month, and she got pregnant. That was a year ago. We are still together, she gave birth a few months ago, and we’re engaged now. He moved away a few months ago, and we haven’t seen him since. Before he moved, I asked him how he felt about the whole thing, getting another man’s partner pregnant and leaving us to raise his child. He was thrilled. He said men have a biological drive to spread their DNA with as many women as possible.
I guess that sort of helped clarify how I felt. My fiancé and I are both in our mid 30’s, so this will probably be our only child, and it won’t be mine. I will spend the rest of my life raising another mans child, and will never have one of my own.
There’s something deeply emasculating about that. I’ve always felt emasculated by him, knowing that his dick was over twice the size of mine, and he was able to satisfy my gf more than I ever will. But I guess initially I thought it might be a temporary feeling, because she wouldn’t be with him forever.
But now my emasculation is permanent. His dominance over me is permanent. I was never totally thrilled about being a cuckold, particularly being cuckolded by him, but now I’ve been cuckolded as completely as a man can be cuckolded. Future generations of my family will have his genes, not mine. It’s like a genetic fact that he is superior and more of a man than me. I’ve been cucked out of the gene pool.