Everything’s Different
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Sunlight slices across the battered floorboards of our apartment, catching on dust and the faded rug. For the first time in weeks, I’m awake before Milly, watching her sleep, studying the new lines on her face and the looseness in her posture. She’s changed – something about the way she fills the space now, no longer careful, no longer shrinking into herself. She meets my eyes over her morning coffee and holds my gaze. Her touch lingers, her little smiles are less apologetic, and there’s a new sharpness in the way she moves, a certainty I can’t quite parse.
We orbit each other, raw and exposed. Everything since Frank – her kneeling, the way I tasted him on her lips, the sharp edge of shame and arousal – haunts me, playing in endless loops behind my eyes. She notices my glances, and instead of shrinking away, she’ll smirk, sometimes taking my hand and guiding it to her waist or breast with bold confidence. She’s become the sun in every room, and I feel myself circling her, always just a little out of reach.
At night, the air between us feels alive. She gives instructions now – lie here, put your hands there, take me like this. The old, gentle rhythm of our lovemaking is gone, replaced by something fierce and impatient. We can’t seem to get enough of each other. She’ll straddle me in the kitchen, press against me in the shower, tug my hair and demand kisses, but it’s always her leading, always her setting the pace.
Three nights after Frank, Milly emerges from the bathroom in nothing but an old tank top, nipples outlined, hair wild and damp. She looks at me for a long time, then climbs into bed and over me, not bothering to wait for an invitation. Her knees slide up on either side of my chest. She takes my wrists, presses them down gently above my head.
“Lie still,” she says, low and sure.
I nod, heat pooling in my gut. She turns, swinging one leg over me until she’s straddling my face, her bare pussy just above my lips. The scent of her, musky and sharp, is overwhelming. She lowers herself until I can barely breathe, her heat slick and alive against my mouth.
“Lick me,” she commands.
My hands find her thighs as I run my tongue up between her folds, circling her clit. She sighs – a deep, throaty sound – and grinds her hips down, taking control of my mouth, riding my face shamelessly. My cock throbs, pressed flat against my stomach. She leans forward, bracing herself on the headboard with one hand, the other reaching back.
Her fingers wrap around my shaft – just two fingers, slow and teasing, almost absent. She strokes me in time with my tongue, never squeezing, never really giving me what I want. I moan into her, hips twitching, but she ignores my need, focusing only on her own pleasure.
“That’s it,” she breathes, voice thick. “Don’t stop.”
I don’t. I lick her harder, sucking her clit, tracing circles with my tongue until she starts to shiver. She rocks her hips, riding my face, moans building louder, less restrained. Her hand never lets up, stroking me lightly, just enough to drive me crazy. Her thighs clamp around my head as she comes, grinding herself into my mouth, gasping my name.
She collapses forward, panting, then rolls off me and onto her back. My cock is aching, desperate, slick from her lazy strokes. I turn to her, nuzzling her neck, kissing up to her ear.
“Milly,” I whisper, breathless. “Will you use your mouth? Like you did for him?”
She goes quiet. She turns her head, her eyes cold and clear. “I’m not in the mood for that right now, Tom.”
It hits me like a fist to the gut. My cock twitches, then aches with a deeper kind of pain. She doesn’t apologize, doesn’t explain. She just closes her eyes and sighs, already drifting away from me. The words I want to say – Am I not enough? Will I ever be enough again? – stick in my throat, choking me.
I roll onto my back, staring at the cracks in the ceiling. She curls up beside me, resting her head on my chest, her hand tracing gentle circles over my heart. There’s tenderness, but there’s distance too – a gap that wasn’t there before. I lie awake long after she’s fallen asleep, her taste still on my lips, the shape of her hips burned into my hands, haunted by what she gave to Frank – and what she keeps from me.
I’m not sure what I am anymore, or what we are. Only that something has shifted forever, and neither of us knows how to turn back.