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Many year ago now I was cheated on by my ex girlfriend. At the time I was shocked and appalled at the situation I found myself in. We were each other’s firsts and I think she wanted to explore some more. There were times when she would jokingly ask me about an open relationship but I never took it seriously. Maybe I should have. Regardless, we broke up and moved on. This also happened just after we started trying to experiment with toys and even anal play a little. We tried a break for a week when I found out she had sex with this guy during the break.
Some months later, and I don’t remember exactly why, but I started thinking about being cucked. When my ex had cheated, I would try and figure out the why, even if I already knew the why and it was because of her insecurities and wanting to venture out. But I would every once in a while think maybe weren’t a good match in bed. I never made her cum via sex or really at all. She would need to afterwords with a toy or her hand. She told me she never liked oral so we never do that (was I just bad I would think?).
So these thoughts have lasted years now. I still think what would have happened if I said we can open our relationship. It truly turns me on thinking about these thoughts. I still have those desires in my current relationship too and know it would never happen just based on her personality. My ex was a little more adventurous while my current relationship isn’t as much.
So that’s my story. I think this must be why I have these cuck desires to this day. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to scratch this itch but who knows. Any questions or comments I’m open to them all.
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I have a very similar experience and that's why I'm a cuck today