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I’ve been married to my wife (29F, Mexican) for 6 years. We met when she was working as a stripper. I knew exactly what that meant but idk I guess I thought In pretty women or something lmao.( In all honesty, I have a micropenis. It always affected my confidence and I rarely dated. Actually lost my virginity to her when I was 24 and foolishly fell in love pretty soon after.) So, she would eventually leave the club, and I was an American living in Mexico. I paid for a lot for her, rent, food etc. making a 100 Grand a year in TJ basically let’s you live like a millionaire in LA. She would eventually move in with me. I’ve always been the provider. I work hard, I’m steady, I treat her well. From the outside we look solid. My penis is very small — 2.5 inches erect and thin. I don’t last very long either. I’ve known it was small from the start. I’m also into cuckolding — the idea of her with bigger guys has turned me on for years but I was way to scared to ever try it. I never told her because I was scared it would make things weird, but I fantasized about it a lot. For the first few years she was affectionate in bed. Moans, dirty talk, telling me it felt good. I wanted to believe her, I had never ever come close to making a women sound like that during sex. I guess part of me knew it was too good to be true, but I was having too much fun. Obviously I’m great at eating pussy and fingers, top tier in that regard. We had conversations about my shortcomings, but she always assured me it was okay, big ones hurt, I prefer oral anyways etc. About a year ago she slowly stopped wanting to fuck and switched to quick handjobs, boobjobs, Bjs etc. She’d stroke me fast while saying “it’s okay baby, cum for me.” I always finished in seconds and she’d cuddle me right after, telling me how much she loved me. Last month I came home early and her phone was on the counter. She was in the shower. A message popped up from a guy. It was a video of her bent over in a room, taking him deep while moaning for real — the kind of moans I never heard from her in our entire marriage. Another text said he couldn’t wait to “fill that fat ass again”. I waited until she came out and showed her the phone. She didn’t deny anything. She looked at me and went straight on the attack: “Ay wey, what did you expect? You have a really small dick. It’s like two fucking inches and thin as a finger — I feel nothing when you’re inside me. Nothing. I’ve been faking it for years because you’re so sweet and you pay for everything. I’m sorry, but I’m tired of it. Something needs to change. Im sorry but I need to feel full, I need a real man inside me. You knew what I was when you married me — you knew I was working as a stripper. Don’t act surprised now. What did you expect to happen?.” I just stood there. Everything I thought I was giving her — the money, the stability — suddenly felt worthless. I know I should have been pissed, but in the moment, my biggest fear was that she would leave me. I really love her, and I don’t have much family. I wouldn’t want to be alone. I started crying and apologizing. Told her I was sorry for not being enough, sorry for making her fake it, sorry for not fixing it. I kept saying “I’ll do better, I’ll try harder, please don’t leave.” (Yes, it was as pathetic as it sounds, I cringe thinking about it. I was down very bad ) At this point, I think she felt pretty bad. She calmed down a little, hugged me, and said she still loves me and doesn’t want to leave. She apologized for not being upfront and honest. She’s still going to see someone on the side when she wants. She said as long as I keep being the good husband, we can make it work. I ended up apologizing again and telling her I understand. Now I’m sitting here with this weird mix of pain and… something else. Because I’ve been into cuckolding for years. Part of me is turned on that it’s actually happening. But the reality hurts more than I expected. I knew she was a stripper when I married her. I knew my dick was small. I just didn’t think it would end up like this. She’s honestly a great person, and I love her, she is as flawed and complicated as me.