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Cuckolding as a younger couple? [19m 18f]
I want to preface this by saying that we are both freshmen in college and have been dating for a year and a half. I am also the only person she has been with both romantically and sexually.
**Backstory**
Our involvement with this fantasy together (mainly on my end) began about a month ago after we ordered a larger toy as a way to spice things up between us (9 inches). I was a little intimidated by the size of it but also extremely aroused by the thought of her taking something quite larger than me.
A few days before the toy arrived, during sex in the heat of the moment, I started talking about the size of what we ordered . Asking her questions like, if she was excited to try something bigger than me, taking a new cock, etc. As I was asking her these questions she just stayed quiet but was smiling hard, and I could clearly tell that she was only getting more and more aroused. I could tell she was only being quiet because she didn’t want to hurt my feelings. As soon as I told her that it was okay to be into it that led to a lot of enthusiasm on her end and me confessing that I found the thought of her getting fucked by others turned me on. I don’t know what compelled me to admit what i did to her but what ever it was led to us having some of the most passionate sex we’ve ever had.
That same night she called me cuck when we were going to sleep. Which caught me off guard because we didn’t mention that word once, but it turned me on instantly and also made me extremely nervous for some reason.
We did end up having a lot of fun with the dildo when it arrived. It was amazing watching her instantly be able to take all of it after like 5 minutes of foreplay. This thing completely dwarfed me which only further turned me on. I found it extremely hot and she also really enjoyed it and was able to climax extremely easy with it. However she said that she prefers the intimacy of making love to me, which felt very reassuring and I fully believe her.
**Progression**
As the weeks progressed, about twice a week we would incorporate the fantasy of cuckolding and use the toy. We both agreed to not make this fantasy the main staple point of our sexual lives. However, every time we get drunk (which is just about every weekend because were in college lol) it seems to get brought up as more of a real thing we want to do. She’s even briefly downloaded tinder twice and scrolled while we fucked before deleting it the same night. I showed her some subreddits with bulls that live in the same city as us which she found hot comparing me to them. we’ve both been getting more comfortable with this fantasy and how we talk about it (especially how she talks about me).
As the weeks progress I can’t help but feel like were inching closer towards the real thing. I would be lying if I said that I wasn’t nervous, and I can tell that she is to. She’ll talk about fucking someone bigger than me, and then say she’s joking, immedietly after and clearly getting a lot more comfortable talking about it. Also It seems like almost everyone in this lifestyle is a lot older and married which definitely makes me feel reluctant about getting involved. I really love her and value what we have and I know she feels the same way. We’re both very turned on by this kink but also scared of how it might impact our relationship both romantically and sexually (especially being so young). She has also told me that she would only fuck someone else to make me happy however I can tell that she gets off on the thought too.
**Advice needed**
Any advice for younger couples who are thinking of making the leap but are scared? Advice about hookups vs. a regular bull? Advice in general about this lifestyle as a whole? (I’m like 75% sure that we will take the leap this summer)