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This story happened a while ago, before I was with my current partner or had done very much sexually. I met someone online we’ll call Niki. She was very sexually open, and we experimented a lot over text and photo and stuff, but we were never dating or anything, so we would tell each other about the people we were interested in real life, as well as a lot of fantasies about having group sex together.
This is probably what awakened my cuck fantasy, at least a little bit, the fact that the first person I was really properly sexually interactive with would do things with other people and tell me about it. One of the most vivid stories from before the main one today was when she made a guy with a big cock cum through his pants and wouldn’t stop talking about how big it was for a week. She would also regularly tease me about my size (4.5in) m and talk about wanting to fuck other guys with big dicks, which is probably where my SPH fetish came from.
At first this felt like a mutual fantasy, I’m bisexual so I thought it was mainly about the fact that we both enjoyed big cock. This is true, but over time I realized that what I actually enjoyed was thinking about her taking big cock. She also wanted me to take big cock, encouraging me to go on Grindr (which I did a few times to find it extremely offputting lol).
Eventually, I confessed my cuck kink to her, and to my embarrassment but not surprise, she’d already figured it out. From that point on, anyone I’d tell her about expressing interest in, she’d tell me to imagine getting fucked by other people and eating the cum out of them, or some other assortment of things. The fact that for a long time, at a relatively young age, most of my orgasms came from a girl who was actively looking for a guy to cuck me with, telling me to imagine the girls I wanted to fuck, cucking me, probably had a permanent effect. On my end, I started encouraging her to find someone to fuck her, which is where things get interesting.
She eventually found a guy we’ll call Jim. They started going out, feeling each other out and stuff, and she would constantly be telling me about how she wanted to suck his dick and fuck him. Finally, one night, I got the text, “he fucked me lol,” or something to that effect, and a picture of her tits covered in hickeys.
The feeling of someone you were hoping to get to fuck someday having their virginity taken by someone else and telling you about how good it was, while fully aware you’re being aroused by it, is equaled only by the first time she told me he’d came inside her. Apparently his cock fit perfectly inside her, filling her up exactly like she needed: it was at least an inch if not longer then mine. I’d never had a chance, even if we had met irl. For a while we fantasized about me watching them irl, and the few times I suggested I get a turn with her she said “or you can just watch,” or suggested he fuck me instead because “you’re such a bottom.”
His cock was bigger then mine, he was rougher with her then I had ever planned to be if we’d met irl, and we had so much fun with it. I got to see him finger her and grab her tits; never got to watch them fuck or suck him off. For a lot of reasons we stopped talking eventually, but I’ll never forget how brutal and hot my first (and hopefully not last) cuck relationship was.