My girlfriend had spent a year or two with her ex, a man whose only passions seemed to be gaming, drinking, and smoking. She often confided in me about how unambitious he was, and eventually, she became pregnant by him. Their relationship dissolved shortly after.
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I harbored a deep resentment for him, and that feeling was mutual. Learning that he was endowed with a size greater than mine only fueled my animosity. Yet, ironically, this only intensified my fixation. I found myself imagining their intimate encounters, how he managed to impregnate her despite his lazy tendencies. The thought of him, after hours spent in frivolous pursuits, suddenly pleasuring her stirred something within me—a confusing mix of jealousy and arousal.
My fantasies grew insistent, even obsessive. I ached to witness them together once more. The animosity between us made direct confrontation impossible, so I orchestrated a plan. I had my girlfriend message him, asking if he still desired to be with her physically. Though hesitant, he agreed, under the condition that their liaison remain undisclosed to me. She promised secrecy.
We arranged for them to meet during a scheduled exchange when he had time with their child. I drove her to his place, the tension thick as I acted indifferent. What happened next was intoxicating and unsettling in equal measure. She leaned over, moaning softly as he took her from behind, his size undeniable and way beyond mine. She recorded their encounter for me—an act that threw me deeper into addiction. Watching the man I despised fill her completely was a thrill unlike any other.
Our secret arrangement continued, providing a twisted satisfaction until her desire waned after a couple of years. We ended the trysts, but the videos lingered, a dark treasure I revisited often, reliving the intoxicating mixture of hatred, lust, and dominance that had consumed us both.