Today marks the second day since I decided to abstain from touching myself. It feels a bit strange admitting it out loud, but it’s the honest truth.
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If you’re curious about what led me to this challenge, there’s a bit of backstory that explains my reasons and goals.
Day two felt easier compared to the first, probably because I attended a birthday party for a friend’s child. Surrounded by laughter, good company, and plenty of food and drinks, my mind found some welcome distractions.
The toughest part seems to be fading away. Though, I have to admit, the farthest I’ve ever made it in past attempts was day five—so the battle is far from over.
Right now, I’m on the night shift, working as a security guard. Most of my duty involves monitoring security cameras, which sometimes feels like living out a real-life version of a survival game.
My shift ends at 8 in the morning, and once I get home, I usually crash hard until mid-afternoon. That 3 PM wake-up calls my body into alertness, and unfortunately, it’s when the intense waves of horniness hit. Waking up, boredom, and desire all collide then—it’s the biggest challenge, but I’m determined to push through.
I’ve planned a big day of household chores tomorrow, followed by some exercise to keep my mind occupied and my body engaged. Hopefully that will help keep temptation at bay.
My wife is fully aware of what I’m doing, and she’s been incredibly supportive. She’s not making things difficult—pun intended. In past attempts, I sometimes faltered due to our intimate moments or when we wanted to explore new pleasures together. This time around, she’s on board, and coincidentally, her period began, so we have a built-in pause for a few days.
Tomorrow, I will have two full days at home alone while she’s at work. Normally, those are the times I indulge in my solo play—dildos, chastity cages, dressing up—things that bring me excitement. But this time, I have to resist because I know myself well enough to realize that any slip will lead to a relapse.
Despite staying busy today, my addiction to porn crept in when I found myself opening Twitter to check if my favorite pages had posted new videos. Thankfully, there was nothing new. I realize I need to avoid even opening Twitter altogether if I want to succeed. I’m also steering clear of certain subreddits, visiting only briefly to write this update.
There isn’t much more to report for now. I’ll check in again tomorrow. If there’s something specific you want me to talk about, just let me know. And, well… wish me luck. ?