My ex girlfriend cheated on me and i found it hot [cheating story]

Some Facts about me: I am 24, i am bi, i am really into bigger dicks, since i have a normal sized dick, imo bigger dicks just feel better. They Are way nicer to suck, feel amazing in your Hand and i think every girl should try big dick at least once!

So. I was 23 at that time, my girlfriend was 19. She was Kind of a Party girl. Clubbing every Weekend, getting completely drunk and always texted me that she is horny and that she wants to fuck. We talked about cuckolding before while having Sex once, conversation as follows.

Me: „What about a threesome with another guy? Or i would watch you Both?“
Her: „Sounds hot“
Me: „Imagine an older guy with a bigger dick then mine fucking the shit out of You.“
Her: „Oh my God yessss“

And i kid you Not, she Never came so hard before. Eyes Rolled back, legs shaking really heavily and she just collapsed on top of me.
After that, she told me she just Said it in the Action and she doesnt mean it. I was Kind of sad After that.

Fast forward, some months later, she got Like a Patch where you couldnt get pregnant. So i came inside her when we had Sex.
Then came a time where we didnt have Sex that often anymore, i wasnt really horny all the time when she was horny and i spent more time Gaming then with her. A time skip again, she went to the gynecologist and found out that she is pregnant. I was Like „wait? What about the Patch? Did it Not work?“. I asked her about it and she Said that „it Fell Off“ somewhere and she didnt notice it. She wanted me to keep the kid But at that time i still lived in my parents House so i wasnt Ready for it. She was already in her 4th week, a time where we, when i thought about it. Didnt really have Sex. She got an abortion.

So another time skip. We broke up, she got her stuff out of my House and we didnt really Talk anymore. A week later a friend of her came up to me and told me „she bragged about cheating on you“. I was really confused since she didnt want cuckolding But she cheated on me? Anyways, i didnt really get hurt or stuff Like that.

I went to ask her Best friend about that and she told me:

„Dude, one time when we went clubbing, she went Home with some Random 35 year old guy. She asked me to pick her up in the Morning. She bragged about having the Best Sex in her Life, climaxing multiple times and that he had a really big dick, that you told her that you wanted her to try it out, But she cant Tell you. The guy fucked the Shit out of her and Even ripped Off her Patch and fucked her raw.“

TLDR; My ex didnt want to cuck me, cheated on me and got pregnant by some big dick. Thanks for Reading!