Boyfriend not able to satisfy me [cheating]

Boyfriend not able to satisfy me

Ok everyone for some context i am in a relationship with my current bf for 2 years but I have a dark past, I fucked almost everyone in college and even fucked random strangers for money, I have fucked all the soccer and basketballs team players of my college and cheated alot on my boyfriend’s, but I decided to settle down and met my bf through a dating app and we talked and got in a relationship, but I feel he isn’t able to satisfy me and I feel very frustrated because of it, I even flashed some random guys when I was driving home in my car, and he won’t ever be interested in cuckolding or any of those things i don’t know what to do, to be honest here i married him because he is very rich and I was looking for stability because people won’t accept me because of my past so I keep it hidden from him but due to this I am used to large dicks and crave them constantly, i have though about cheating but couldn’t do it, i am unsatisfied constantly, I even talked it with him but he said it doesn’t matter and I also don’t want to use toys because they don’t feel real, anyone tell me what can I do in this situation?