I’ve just been cucked by my long-time crush and I think I liked it. [cuckold humiliation]

I (M23) have had a crush on this girl (F23) for years now. We used to talk occasionally but she was always taken or not interested. Anyways fast forward to last week, she asked me if I was going to this house party. I was invited so I said I was. Long story short we chatted for a while and we agreed to fuck, she even showed me her sexy bunny costume, with a really tight short white skirt and bunny ears. When I arrived at the party and she was looking hot. We talked and shared a drink for ages, but then she went off with her friends. Later, I went to look for her to ask her to fuck like we’d agreed on. I went up to her best friend and asked where she was. She nearly burst out laughing and pointed upstairs. I thanked her and walked upstairs, thinking she was waiting for me. I open the door of the bedroom, and see her tight white skirt on the floor infronT of the bed. Then I look up to see the last thing I expected, two guy spit roasting her, one throat fucking her and another giving her the hardest backshots I have ever seen. I couldn’t see her face, but all I could see were her toes curled with pleasure, and her bunny ears sticking up from her head. Behind all the rage and anger I felt, I felt a little tingle in my cock. This only made me more mad and I left the room. While the party was ending, I was on the porch by myself, and she came up to me. I confronted her about what she had done. She proceeded to humiliate me, saying that they fucked her better than I could ever had, and petted my dick, which by this stage was hard as it could be. She also said, “Did you not see my outfit? I’m a snow bunny“. Everyone was listening to this and her friends, were all dying with laughter. I went home with tears almost streaming down my face. However the morning after I woke up, I felt this urge. I have been masturbating to the sight of her getting dicked down for hours now, and I can’t stop. I feel this urge to see her do this again, and I want to tell her.