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I was in a long-term cuckold relationship for about 4 years, which eventually broke off. I have been really missing that level of kink, but have a new girlfriend and haven’t worked up the nerve to having the conversation with my new girlfriend as some of what I’m worried she will find it too extreme.
In the previous relationship I’d become accustomed to chastity, femdom, pegging, and eventually became pussy free. But the focal point for the kink, for me, was always that her bull was able to “breed” her regularly. There is something about the dynamic of her bull cumming inside her unprotected while I couldn’t even fuck her that drove me insane and it gets me so hard every time I think about it. It worked into a nice power dynamic and she was able to “control” me sexually, commanding me to get her ready for her bull, clean up after her, and if I was “a good cuck” getting unlocked to cum into my palm / the toilet / down the shower drain.
My current girlfriend is extremely sexual and has a very high libido. She is a bit of a size queen, and while I enjoy the cuckold lifestyle and dynamic, I satisfy her needs in that department. I really enjoy eating her out and she loves it when I go down on her. She doesn’t know that the reason why I am so good at it is that for years this was the closest to “sex” I got to have lol. Over the last few months I’ve been discovering more of her kinks and found a variety of ways to make her cum. She’s super sexual and really enjoys it.
We have had a few conversations where I have been gradually bringing things up to her and getting her opinion, on things, but haven’t out-right had the cuckold kink conversation yet. The closest we have come was when we were on a nature walk in the woods discussing some gossip about friends of ours who seemed to be in a “throuple”, where our friend N regularly refers to another friend of ours, “D” as her boyfriend, while “V” is her husband. When she drinks, N would slip into being more ouvert about it, openly cuddling with D on the couch while V was nearby at a house party of theirs.
I asked her what she thought of that, and she said she felt she could have a second male lover while being with her main partner, but wouldn’t want to do it the other way around or be full swingers. I missed my chance to say anything about this in that moment, but definitely took note of her response. The next day, I brought it up again under the ruse of having a “dream” last night where she was with another guy. I told her that it didn’t really bother me and she seemed a bit incensed by it, like I didn’t care that she was with someone else. But the truth I wished I had told her was that it is a huge turn on for me.
I’ve been thinking on this and want to tell her soon that I enjoy the idea of “watching” and see what she thinks about that. She has seemed curious about my interest in prostate play, so I’m going to encourage this as well. I’m trying to encourage her any way that I can, telling her to dress as sexy as she wants when we go to the spa together because I want to “show her off” and trying to encourage her sexuality.
She has been expressing some concern that our sex life will slow down over time (it somewhat has already, but that is normal in every relationship I think), and I think the next time she brings this up I might finally fess up how I’d be interested in more kink play, and that from my perspective, I am really turned on by watching her with someone else… hopefully she takes to it because I would love to share this part of me with her and think she would make an incredible mistress!
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