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2 weeks ago my wife / Cuckoldress banned me from wanking as a punishment for emotionally cheating on her with a lady at my gym. She says that by agreeing and sticking to not wanking I am demonstrating my penance and devotion to her. She has made it clear that if I wank then she will know and I will have failed in her eyes.
I must admit that 2 weeks in I am struggling. As every day goes by without ejaculating my frustration grows. I have gone from masturbating every day (sometimes several times a day) to nothing. My devotion to my wife has increased, it makes me very submissive and subservient. However on the downside I am finding it so difficult and can’t think about anything but sex and being my wife’s cuck. It does not help lying in bed listening to my wife and boyfriend having sex. Sometimes I lay there listening to them having sex and their orgasms, and lie awake all night long after they have gone to sleep in each others arms. My wife is not helping by flaunting herself and her love life in front of me, going around the house in lingerie and being extra affectionate with her boyfriend.
After 2 weeks now I have to be careful even listening to them or reading porn I start to feel the tingle of an involuntary orgasm without even touching myself and have to distract myself to stop it building into an ejaculation.
I have tried discussing this with my wife and begged her to let me wank. She just laughs and says that she has noticed a positive change in my performance as a cuck and servant to her and her boyfriend. She says that I should have thought of this before I started flirting with the woman at the gym (she used stronger language than that, but I am too embarrassed to write down what she said). She says any end to this arrangement is ‘not on the table for me to negotiate!’
Does anyone have any advice on coping with being chaste and not ejaculating? Doing research I have read that after 2 to 3 weeks the body gets used to not ejaculating and my frustration will subside. Is this true? I also read that it’s not good for you. I appreciate doing this is a punishment from my wife which I deserve and want to abide by to show my devotion to her and it is making me a better cuck but I am struggling. Advice greatly appreciated thank you.
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