My girlfriends on a date right now – [cuckold][emotional]

my girlfriend and I have been dating for around a year now. The both of us met in college and I’ve always been into cuckolding but she was the vanilla non kinky person. We started dating and in a few months I told her about my kinks and she was excited, she never had the opportunity to be kinky and had always been into big cocks and gangbangs. I was super excited because for the first time I had found somebody that was as kinky as me. It did not take long for us to invite our first bull in and he was one of the most dominant bulls I’ve seen in porn or outside. My girlfriend is 23 and me 25 and both of us are quite small and petite but she has massive tits. The first session itself I was intensely humiliated by the bull with his bwc. Soon after we had to go separate ways due to work etc and she lives in another country from me. I asked her to go and explore her sexuality and soon she started having sex with random men and eventually got obsessed with white men and their cocks. A month ago she met a french guy with a cock almost 3 times my size and instead of just fucking they went out for drinks, kissed and made out. I did not even know she was going to meet him. I woke up from my sleep and On my way to work got a call and when I picked it up, she was gagging on his cock and just cut the call. Since then she has been taking to the guy constantly on call, sexting him and has completely stopped sending me nudes.

Today my girlfriend send me a text saying that she was going to head to a park for a date and I was confused. Apparently her and the new boyfriend had planned out a date in a public park for some drinks. She send me a video of her outfit and she was in a small pencil skirt and told me it was so that he could access her easier. I had barely woken up when I saw these texts. I feel like the situation is completely out of my control and she does what she wants now. She told me that she thinks it’s completely fine cause she knows I won’t leave her and she wants to enjoy all the big cocks before she has to marry me. I really do enjoy the fucking but the issue is she is getting comfortable and romantic with her current bull and moving past just fucking. They call each other and say I love yous. They call each other wifey and hubby and I’m starting to lose my place in the relationship. As I text this my girlfriends in a public park drinking wine and making out with a bigger stronger man. I don’t even get replies as she is busy with her bull. I get a video every few hours with her kissing or humping her bull.

She has hinted that she is getting on the pills so that he can breed her and she can feel the cum drip but idk if this is all moving too fast.