Hello [50] bi married male. Looking for advice on convincing my BBW wife to cuck me!!! [cuckolds perspective]

Hello I’m looking for information on how to convince my BBW wife. Into cucking me. Im looking for any help. I know it sounds weird but. 1. She doesn’t believe she is sexy. But I know there’s a Lotta BBW lovers out there??. And. 2. She believes it’s cheating. Which is hotter!!! It’s like a virgin pussy ripe for taking?. Anyways I am a closeted CD bi male. My fantasy is to be made to watch my wife get fucked by a big bull. Then after she cums till shes passed out he cums inside her. Then I am made to eat out his cum till her pussy is cleaned. While our bull wipes his cock clean with my pillow then enjoys the rest of the evening having drinks and using her as he likes. And me to clean up after him.

Would love to hear from any sissies cucks. I love to get some feedback on how to introduce being sissified to my wife . I’m long time non passable CD but love lingerie and really want be dressed up if i can!!!