This whole story is 100% true, embarrassingly for me.
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Basically I'm autistic and have a lot of anxiety issues and when I'm feeling bad I can't function sexually with another person. We've had stressful lives the past 5 years so she was really frustrated. Out marriage is great otherwise and we share everything so we didn't want to end it.
She had started flirting with a guy at work. I knew this because of the way she was acting. He had started a month or two earlier and I'd only heard his name in passing. But she started mentioning him all the time, and when we were out she would be texting him all the time and even taking photos of scenery to send to him. I was upset at this point because she was basically emotionally cheating on me.
She started staying after work to have drinks, apparently with a bunch of coworkers but then I found out she was just staying there to drink with him for 6 hours. "Just friends though, why don't you trust me?"
I would see her messages and they started getting more and more flirty "you sounded cute on the phone then" after they had a conversation. Sending each other cat faces with hearts for eyes.
At this point I put my foot down and said they were too close and I was uncomfortable and it wasn't normal. So she told him they needed to stop messaging each other so much.
Here's the catch – I found myself being weirdly turned on by the emotional cheating.
She started getting moody after this and making our lives unpleasant, and I did sympathise with her over us not having sex or being intimate.
Weirdly at this point I started only feeling horny when I thought about what she was doing with him. So I said to her maybe we should open the relationship up.
I wanted it to just be a sexual thing but she said she can't have sex without a romantic attachment.
The next day she went into work and kissed him, then came home and told me all about it. How she sat next to him and slowly started touching his arm and running her hand through his hair, until he turned and kissed her, apparently in a quiet part of the library.
So they would openly message each other flirting and sexting after this. They would go to quiet areas in work and kiss and grope each other. Which turned into finding empty rooms in their lunchtime, where they would starting doing oral and then turned into sex sessions.
He was married and his wife didn't know about this, but he would have sex with my wife after work and then go outside to meet his wife, all red faced. He would bring condoms and dispose of them in the bin at work.
When he had a free weekend he would arrange to go and stay in a hotel with her. She would come home and tell me how they fucked all night and how amazing it was. She told me once how she squirted harder than she'd ever done before. She wouldn't say the sex was the best she'd ever had and better than me but I knew it was.
Eventually the hotel thing got too expensive for him so I offered for him to come to our house and have sex in our bed, while I went to the bar. He wanted to stay over, which I would have accepted but I had nowhere to stay. I offered to stay downstairs, which I wanted to do because I wanted to hear it. I would have even been up for watching, or maybe joining in. But he felt uncomfortable with that so said no.
I would help set up the bed, put up romantic lighting and ask her to demonstrate what she was going to do to him.
After she finished fucking him and he left I would come home and she would kiss me and let me know she had just been sucking his dick. I was then allowed to cuddle her in bed because she was too tired and sore and had orgasmed too many times.
Her friends knew about it. She even was on the phone to one once and said "yeah I've been fucking **** from work" while laughing.
It has all stopped now because they both felt guilty, him because he was cheating on his wife and her because she felt cheap and like she was doing something morally wrong.
Id like her to do it again but she doesn't want to. She probably would if he wanted to do it because they are in love, but both have families so can't be together.
I've got a fantasy of being dressed up like a woman, belittled and then fucked with a strap on by my wife, watching her get fucked by a real man and then have him fuck me and cum on me and belittle me. Then tell me that I'm not allowed to fuck my wife anymore and that they are in a relationship and I'm just there to do jobs for them. The emotional side of it is more of a turn on than the physical side.
I'm just a big sissy cuck.
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