Wanted comfort, ended up being fucked stupid [Cheating] [Creampie]

So I took a break from my bf recently after I caught him cheating and I moved back home. When I was away, I tried online dating but I felt it went nowhere. I talked to my bf again and it made me want to move back with him. That feeling was always there but after a while I knew I wasn't going back anytime soon so I told myself to get out there and mingle.

First guy I started talking to was an old friend when I used to live here. We met up for a drink and before I knew it we ubered back to his place for a movie. I realized he wasn’t flirting with me much so me thinking of my bf having fun with whoever he wanted, I needed a distraction as well and told my friend jokingly “I wanted to give you a blow job.” He looked at me and said sure which turned my joke into something awkward but I still managed to say “well then hurry up and unzip your pants so I can get started.”

He instantly unzipped and something came over me and I went to sucking my friend off on his couch. Now let’s be real I love sucking cock and I sucked him almost to cumming so he switched it up and he went straight to fucking me. No "can we or should we" he just took my clothes off and fucked me hard in missionary. He had a big size I guess but my bf was bigger and not sure how long he lasted but he pulled out finishing on my stomach.

Second guy the same week we talked on tinder and met at a park. He told me his fantasy was to have sex in a park. This interested me which is obvious now cause my intention was to see if it was true. He fingered me on a bench, then I sucked him on a blanket. We didn’t have sex till he walked me back to his SUV and said he wanted sex now. Not gonna lie I rode him till he came in me cause I didn’t want a mess in his car to be honest. He dropped me off, and all I could think was I wanted more and more now.

My bf didn’t know it cause I wanted him back still but I just had two guys in one week. Was not my plan whatsoever. Then couple weeks later my sister had a date and I tagged along, which he brought a friend and we all went out for drinks getting a bit tipsy. We went back to his place and did couple more shots, and it was a bit blurry. At one point I was on my knees in his kitchen giving him a blow job. I think he face fucked me or I deep throated good cause my mascara ran down my face. I know at some point we were on his couch me riding him with what I feel I may have squirted on his cock. Then I just remember waking up thinking sex didn’t happen but my panties were a bit soaked and I still felt his cum dripping out of me when I was on my way home in morning.

A fourth guy was a tinder guy. I told him I wanted to just fuck nothing more. He did just that the moment I walked through his door. He bent me over the couch pulling up my jean skirt and fucked me really good. Then lifted me onto the kitchen table and ate me out for well over thirty minutes, then went right back to fingering me so good I squirted just by his fingers, and yes of course I let him fuck me right after. He may have made me say a few dirty things when we did doggy and he pulled my hair back. I never begged a guy so badly to fuck me, to pound my little pussy like that, to wanting dick so bad. Smacking and spanking my ass hard leaving marks, to letting him cum inside me. He did what he wanted, I just let him do it in me.

We hung out briefly and before I was about to go, he led me back to his room and took my robe off. He fucked me at the edge of his bed feet up in the air, he pounded my pussy so hard he fucked out his previous load, I hoped he’d cum in me again. I begged him to cum inside me again, I called him daddy to help make sure he was finishing in me. Then before he was about to finish I switched it up and rode him. Yes I rode him hard knowing he wasn’t gonna last and when I knew he was about to finish I stayed holding myself tightly on to him as I rode him, not getting off and making him cum in me on purpose.