I (48) dont think i want or can handle being a cuckold… none the less i have to find a way to cope with what is happening to me and my relationship:
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I am in a femdom situation with my gf (24). Its not a lifestyle thing but tbh i enjoy it so much that i wouldnt be against it. When she is in the mood i feel safe and horny while i feel humiliated and pathetic at the same time. For some reason i find it all extremely arousing…
Last night while fondling each other she stopped everything and started lightly playing with my nipples and explaining how today is going to go down. She said that i should be by my phone all day and follow her text instructions. I came so hard… she also explained that the whole day i will be her little whore… (she has used this term in the past)
Now to give you some context… she is stunning! She works as an actress and also does some side jobs as a model…
In the past she mentioned about a fellow actor telling her she had a hard on (during a break) and told her to look if she wanted…she told me she brushed him off but took a glance and she said that he seemed big over his trousers… “certainly bigger than you”she said. At the time she told me this we had already fantasized a cpl of times about her with another guy but putting a face to the fantasy gave me really contradicting feelings. I was sooo jealous and i wanted to stop it but at the same time she was telling me how hard my smaller cock was… and she continued on having sex with her realistic dildo while fantasizing about him… i couldnt get my head to work properly for days after that and we never brought it up again.
so today she has both acting and modeling. She will be on set untill 16:00 and then she will go for fittings (where they try the clothes on for modeling) untill 18:00.
She texted me in the morning telling me to text her when i woke up and i did and she told me to play with my self while pinching my nipple, cum and text her…
That exactly what i did… she then texted me a picture of the underwear she has on… white thin (semi see throu) thong… i got a bit flastered again but went on with making coffee etc… 5 minutes later i got a video… it was her in a white gown (only her side was visible) but she pulled the gown’s material to touch her skin and it was completely see through… she said “everyone will see your gfs panties today and i want you to masturbate while thinking about it” i got so flastered… i know she will have scenes with the guy she fantasized about… i know she will see her like that and probably hit on her off set and my head is burning… i havent felt this jealous in forever. I mean… its one thing to fantasize about something but when it gets real… i dont know if its manageable. Can i even stop it by now? Anyone ever felt like that?
(The rest of the story i am writting today (the next day))
I got a phone call from her after she was done with the shoot.
Her: “How is my bitch boy doing?”
Me: “I am horny mistress”
Her: “Good…exactly how i want you to be. I will go for the fittings now. You will be a good boy and not cum till i am home.”
Me: “were you really wearing that seethrough dress infront of everyone?”
Her: ofcourse my slut. I ll tell you everything when i m home. Now be nice and think of me changing infront of all those people at the fitting. I love you.”
Me: “i love you too mistress”
My mind was crushed by different feelings… i had to work but couldnt concentrate. My dick was constantly going hard and then limb again. I felt utterly humiliated by her getting a kick off of showing herself off but still… my erection was obvious (as obvious as it can be). I felt jealousy… oh my God the jealousy. Heart wrenching… i got into the shower and cooled of a bit and then i lied down in the bed and as soon as a did my phone beeped. 4 pictures. I swear… i nearly fainted. She was in a room full of clothes with the smallest and most seethrough thing on (i cant rly call it a dress) that i ever saw! My jaw dropped… i have the sexiest woman alive… and then like a bag of bricks it hit me on the head… she was going on the catwalk like that (it was a rehearsal…during the actual event she will atleast have a skin colored thong on instead of the seethrough white one)… her instagram will be flooded with pictures of her…fuck! Everyone who knows he will see her like that…
…and then the door opened. She had me lay on my back in bed as soon as she got in the room… she took all her clothes off and sat on my face.
“Would you like to listen to my achievements today, slut boy?”
I muttered “yes” and took a big breath enjoying her scent…i love her scent. I m fucking in love with this woman so bad: Her shaven pussy is a comforting, relaxing and safe paradise for me.
All the day’s horniness hit me all at once. She began telling me about how the guys at work looked at her and some of the comments she got, like “we need a brake to cool off from seeing you” “wow” etc.
I asked her who made the comments but she didnt give any names… but i did at the moment suspect that one of them was that fellow actor. She went on to tell me how horny she was half-exposing her self while she knew that her little slut of a boyfriend was at home masturbating.
She then proceeded to tell me how easily she could fuck any of them and that if she wanted she would and there is nothing i can do to stop it. When i asked if she would have me watch she said “no but you can be behind the closed door listening to us”. She then paused for a moment and said that she would make me lick her afterwards because that is all i am good for. I cannot describe the mixture of emotions i got. It was overwhelming to say the least!!! I could not for the love of me understand why i was still hard… i still dont!
While listening to this i got my first surge of extacy. I began shaking and having an orgasm like few i had before… all the while i heard her voice and felt her wonderfully soft pussylips in my mouth… i had a touch-free orgasm!!! …and 2, 3 more later on. I lost track.
We had to stop cause we had to go to a friends birth day party but she insisted that she wanted me to cum one more time… and while she wanked me and having me pinch my niples and say “i am your little slut” she told me that she is free to do whatever she wants and that if i am not fine with it i should move on BUT that she felt confident that i am such a pussy boy that i d be fine with anything she had in mind… She also announced that i d be her submissive slut for the whole week and she is expecting me to act accordingly (calling her mistress and following her commants i guess). Then she proceeded to wank me hard while looking straight into my eyes and she uttered one word. “Cum!”
And i did…
Now… the hard part is not what happened… i can deal with that in time. The hard part is how i contain all this… i mean i know she loves me but this could spiral out of control really fast. I dont want to be a cuckold and i m not sure if i can stop it from happening. The idea makes me horny but the little brush of reality i got today… oh my God! I dont think i can handle it. What do you think i should do?
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