I’m [31M] trying to help my wife [29F] out of her shell.

For some quick context, I’m 31 and my wife is 29. We met during college and I’m the only person shes slept with. We have a good sex life to be honest, but it’s always been hard to get her to talk about fantasies, or anything less typical. I have tried in the past but she is typically pretty shy about it, or at least vanilla or safe in her responses. I never push her for more than that, but always encourage that she can tell me anything.

As for me personally, I’ve always had a bit of a hot wife/cuckold thing. I’ve always considered myself more interested in the Hotwife concept than the cuckold one, but regardless of label I’ve always liked the fantasy of my wife sleeping with someone else. But because of what I mentioned earlier, I’ve never mentioned anything like this to her. While I’m not sure I’d ever want it to be reality, my mind often plays out scenarios of her texting other men, flirting with potential Tinder hook ups, etc. Or me getting sent a video of her railed, or fuck, even her cheating on me. I don’t know why I’m like this but I’m sure this subreddit can empathize lol.

Anyway, my wife is pretty damn attractive but has low self confidence. I don’t think she realizes that men who are bigger and better than me would fuck her in an instant. I always tease her about this but she has trouble understanding it or internalizing it. She’s average height, brunette with a great shaped body and blue eyes. Pretty smile as well.

One thing I have mentioned to introduce into the equation is a dildo. She was so hesitant at first, and I never push her to do something she doesn’t want to. But after we bought it, I’d ask every once in a while if she wanted to try and eventually she said that would be fine. I told her that it was just about spicing things up, which it is, but deep down I really just wanted to see how she’d respond to more size. I’ve only been with a few other people myself, so I’m not particularly experienced either. But there’s always a lot of talk about how size doesn’t matter, or that technique is more important, etc. I was more than anything else just curious how she would take it.

I’m actually a little longer than average, but thin. Maybe 4.7 girth. The dildo I got was significantly, significantly girthier. Maybe 6 or close to it? It freaked her out at first but I could tell she was genuinely excited when I first started teasing her with it. I had her put lube on it, which turned me on in itself since it looked like she was jerking off a huge cock.

Anyways, as I entered her with it slowly, she made an expression I’ve honestly never seen her make before. I might be reading too much into it, but it was like she faked every sexual reaction she’s ever given me. It felt real and “involuntary” in a new way. I worked in slowly, but next thing you know I was absolutely pounding her out. I can barely describe how wet she was, her thighs were soaked (this never happens) and you just hear it in her pussy, the typical “fucking” sound but so much louder and pronounced than when I use my dick. Then, she said she was getting close which was the biggest surprise as all as she’s never even come close to cumming with only penetration before. But there she went, orgasming so hard that she pushed the dildo out.

She clearly seemed to love it, but is very, very shy about talking about it. In follow up situations she has said she is happy to do it “for me” but has not expressed any personal desire for it. Yet, the times we do use it, it’s the same situation where she acts crazier, sluttier, and straight up cock hungry when I fuck her with it.

I don’t think I’m going to do anything else with this, but the experience has definitely made her feel confirmed about my hotwife/cuckold tendencies. I find myself fantasizing about her fantasizing about other cocks. Like, I find myself hoping this experience has made her wonder about bigger cocks, or made her daydream about taking a big dick for real. I’m probably overthinking things. I’m left wondering if she really doesn’t enjoy it as much as it really seems she does, or if she is trying to preserve my feelings. It seems so hard to believe that my dick still feels good for her when I enter after the dildo and she makes 1/100th of the reaction she did with the bigger size.