Cucked From The Start [True]

Cucked From the Very Start

My eventual wife and I met in college. We shared a bunch of gen eds and hung in the same circle so we spent a decent amount of time together and swapped phone numbers. We started texting, mostly just class questions and talking about plans for the night. It got very flirty and sexual pretty quickly, coming from both sides, I started falling for her and it felt like she felt the same. That being said college is college and things happen.

We were sitting on the couch of some basement towards the end of a long night of drinking. The numbers started to dwindle as games on tv ended and through a few repeats of the same sportscenter it was just us on the couch and one other guy, a junior who lived in the house, and some guy passed out on a lazy boy across the room. I don’t know if it was the fact we weren’t alone or the nerves from the fact that I already liked her so much that i didn’t want to mess up the first move but I didn’t end up making one. This wasn’t a problem for the other guy. Things get quiet for a while I look over with my peripheral vision to see if she fell asleep, what I saw was the blanket over the juniors lap, it started slowly rising and falling. It took a moment to realize what was happening and was shocked he would be so bold to start doing that with us both sitting on the couch. I quickly focus back on the Tv and it takes another moment to realize both of his arms are up on the couch. I look again with my peripherals to confirm and see, while her right hand is loosely holding mine, her left is no where to be seen. I can’t believe what is happening, I just sit there stunned, it goes on for a while before he leans over and whispers something in her ear. With this she lets out a moan, let’s go of my hand and leans over completely disappearing under the blanket. Now with the her head now lifting and dropping the blanket and the sounds of slurping and moans there’s no mistaken what is going on. I sit there for a few moments too long in stunned awkward silence before eventually getting up and leaving, instinctively thanking the guy for having me over (I can’t believe I thanked the guy, he obviously didn’t answer, he was preoccupied.)

The next day, when she woke up I was flooded with texts. Completely apologetic, how drunk she was, she had no idea what she was doing, how much she likes me and how she doesn’t want to screw this up but understood if i didn’t want anything to do with her. I was thinking all day what I was gonna say to her but surprisingly when it came time to…I was fine. I told her I like her too, that we weren’t anything at the time and she didn’t really do anything wrong. I told her I’d like to keep talking to her and we actually ended that day becoming exclusive (that didn’t last long).