Just wanted to share my lifestyle status currently:
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My wife (33 f) and I (35 m) have 1 child (4). We've been together for 10 years, married 6. We've always kept things somewhat spicy in the bedroom, but things got deeper about 5 years ago when we "opened" things up. It takes a little bit of explaining to understand our current situation as it is.
I say "open" in quotes because my wife (I'll call her Jean) gets to play, and – unelss she specifically allows it – I do not. First of all, I am bisexual and she is pansexual. She enjoys playing with women just as much, if not more, than men, and she's open to dating/fucking/loving any gender under the sun. I'm pretty average looking, not ugly but look better when I'm skinny. She's naturally pretty and can make herself smoking hot when she's all done up (I'd argue smoking hot with nothing on at all). She's outgoing and has a raging sex drive, almost to the point of sex addiction, so she could easily meet someone and have fun without talking long. I'm pretty shy and an introvert, so in the very rare occasions that I have "hooked up" with someone it has been mostly anonymous and not much talking involved. I also have a rather low sex drive, so we've had some arguments when I'm not in the mood and she needs to be satisfied.
Anyway, all of it started when I had one of these hook-ups with a man I'll call Mike to suck him off. I'm not all that attracted to men, but I like the feeling of giving up control to a man, having to get on my knees, feeling him enjoy it, all that. We met once and I did the deed and we kept chatting after that. He was turned on by the fact that I was married, and had me send him a few pics and videos of my wife, and would talk about what he'd like to do to her. I did mention that cuckolding/hotwife porn and scenarios turned me on, and that it would be so hot to watch Mike fuck Jean.
At some point, Jean went through my phone, and read almost all of the conversation. She saw what we had done, what we talked about involving her, and what we wanted to do in the future. I didn't know until a while later, but Jean took Mike's number from my phone and texted him on her own, chatting with him for a couple weeks before actually meeting him. It wasn't until a few weeks later after they had fucked a few times that she confronted me and told me everything.
We had some long conversations, and were close to breaking up, but she said meeting with Mike had actually helped her get over things, and talking to him for weeks had brought her to a kind of unique conclusion. She decided that if we were going to be together, we would need to open things up on her end and I would have to give her complete control. This meant that for the time being she would be allowed to play with Mike any time she wants, but also anyone she wanted to meet or play with in the future. She could talk to, date, or fuck anyone she chose, and I wouldn't be allowed to say anything about it. I, on the other hand, would cease communicating with anyone sexually unless she specifically allowed it, and she would have complete access to my phone any time she wanted to look at it.
Whatever it is that makes cuckolds into cuckolding, I have it. I don't get jealous of her talking or playing with other people, instead I get turned on and its almost like watching her be a porn star just for me. And also the aspect of having men desire and turned on by what is "mine." Jean, however, is extremely jealous. She watches my location and checks my phone, and would prefer that I never talk to anyone else of the opposite sex. So the control aspect of things suits her very well.
Jean continued to play with Mike often, sending me pics and videos while they played. We both realized that after she did this I came home and practically worshipped her, begging her to fuck me. She loved how desired all of it made her feel. One time she locked me in our guest room and invited him over, so I had to listen to them fuck for hours. After she left she came in the room and sat on my face, making me realize that Mike had actually cum inside her. Another time she put me in the guest room and made me wait while she brought him into our bedroom and sucked him hard on our bed. Then she came and grabbed me and brought me into the room, tied me to a chair and made me watch while she climbed on top of him. After he came deep inside her, she untied me and pulled me between her legs to clean her up. Then she pushed me over to him and made me clean his cock while she watched. I had never been so turned on and happy in a relationship.
After Mike, Jean had a couple quick hookups and a couple boyfriends that last a few months. I've never been in the room again, I'm just so shy that it makes it hard for me to commit to that. She would always make sure to send me pics or videos and tell me all the details as soon as I got home. She loved finding men who were bigger than me and more dominant, who could throw her around the way she wanted.
Things slowed down after a while, just getting busy with life and having a kid. So for about 4 years we didn't do much playing at all. But we always kept in mind that she was in control and the option was always open for her if she wanted to have fun.
About 5 or 6 months ago, we started looking to play again, but with our past experience and a stronger bond in the relationship, we were more confident about what we wanted. Jean allowed me to talk to people on Reddit and other apps/sites, as long as she always had access to my phone and as long as the only purpose was to find men who could satisfy her. Typically I'll talk to a man and decide if he's someone she'd be interested in, and then I mention him to her and pass off the conversation. She'll decide from there if she likes him and set up a meet or hook-up with him. She's also gotten a LOT more confident at meeting men on her own and even talking to guys in real life.
She's talked to men for a few hours and then met them in our driveway and let them fuck her in one of our cars. She's had men pick her up and she'd give them head as they drove around until they couldn't take it any more and stopped and fucked her. She's met a few different men at a hotel or at their place. There have even been several times when the kid was elsewhere that she'd make me leave the house to fuck someone, or stay in the bedroom while she moaned on our couch.
One drunken night she stayed up all night with our neighbor (50's m) and a girl (38 f) from across the street, and he fucked both of them. After that she and this neighbor text regularly and she has an open invite to knock on his back door if she needs to cum. We'll be hanging out on the couch and I'll be hoping to fuck her, but she'll get a text from him and be out the door with a bottle of wine and a huge smile on her face. I have a hard time looking him in the eye when I see him outside the house, knowing that he's fucked my wife so many times and he's supposedly a lot better at it than me. Her current boyfriend is a man who hit on her at work who lives a few minutes from her store. A couple nights a week she'll get off work and head to his place, where she'll take a bath and fuck him until early in the morning. He'll send her home with no panties and his cum dripping down her thigh.
Jean has gotten really into teasing and denying me, which I love. I'm not really able to wear a chastity cage, but she'll make me go for weeks without cumming. During that time she wont even allow me to feel her pussy, she just prefers that I eat her out if she needs it. The most I have been turned on is when she made me stay home and clean the house, and went out on a date with her boyfriend. He took her back to his place after and she stayed the whole night.
The most recent development is that Jean told me she wants to take over everything financially and "let her take care of me". We already decided a long time ago that she would pay the bills (like I give her some of the money I make every week and she does the paying part), and she has been slowly handing over much of the housework to me. But recently she mentioned she wanted us to lean more into the female led "lifestyle". As in she controls every aspect of our lives and I follow. She's been working on giving me directions in public or around family and friends, so it is clear who leads.
A couple weeks ago she printed out the direct deposit form for my work, filled out with her bank account, and told me to turn it in. Which I did immediately. So now my entire paycheck will go to her and she'll give me an allowance, which can go up or down depending on how well I obey her.
We've been planning on moving to another city for a while, mostly because my family is there and things will be easier for us. The problem is she can easily transfer to this city and have the same job, but I'll have to leave my company and look for something else. She's expressed that she wants me to quit my job and become a stay at home dad, which would save us money on daycare and give her more freedom with her schedule, hopefully allowing her to move up. The hottest thing about it is she started saying I'll be her "housewife". I'll be in charge of cleaning the house and cooking and taking care of the kid while she works and pays the bills. I've never been more humiliated (and rock hard) than when she drunkenly mentioned me becoming her housewife to her friends when we were talking about the future. She'll also continue to play however she wants and hopes to have at least an ongoing boyfriend in this new city.
I am in love with the feeling of the cuck/hotwife dynamic becoming a female led relationship and all of it bleeding into our real life. The sense of helplessness and submission is overwhelming. I love the idea of taking on the woman's "traditional" role of mom and housekeeper, as well as having her in complete control of my finances. And the humiliation I already feel when I think of our family and friends knowing that I've given up control to her and let her become the breadwinner for our family is intoxicating. I will allow her to do absolutely anything she wants and I honestly do not think I'll ever cheat on her. She's already told me if I ever feel the need to suck cock again, she'll arrange it for me…
So thats where we are now, me working on being a better housekeeper and learning to completely give up control, while she is essentially our "breadwinner", and her balancing a couple different boyfriends (and occasionally the neighbor) who do a damn good job of keeping her satisfied.
{This is mostly just a sharing post to get things off my chest, but I'm willing to answer any questions or chat with anyone about things. Willing to go into more detail about certain men or experiences also. Thanks for reading!}
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