My wife and I tried it, and I regret being cucked. [cuckold] [humiliation]

I knew what cucking was and I sorta had indifferent feelings about it. But I was surprised when my wife brought it up to me. She mentioned how she had been thinking about it and she wanted to experience a young man. To be honest our sex life has been pretty shit and with our two kids being younger it’s been hard to find time and I’ll admit I haven’t been showing my wife as much attention as she deserves. I was on board with the idea when she started to explain how it could reignite our relationship and give us more of a purpose to be intimate.

We found a young man who had experience
With being the bull and told him that we wanted some one who knew what to do. He was excited to be our first and my wife seemed to really like him right off the bat. I’m older than my wife and this guy is 25 years younger than my wife so she was very excited to have fun with someone so much younger. The night came and I was very nervous.

He came into the house and we walked up the stairs. I walked behind him and my wife as they held hands. He sat on the bed and my wife sat on his lap and they started kissing and laughing. When she started blowing him that’s when I knew I had made a mistake. They were having sex in doggy and his back was to me so I couldn’t even see my wife, I could only hear the clap from her cheeks and her screaming in pleasure. I couldn’t get hard and I just sat in the chair with a soft dick in my hand. She then said” honey look at this” and I saw him pull out of her pussy and watched his cum leak from her pussy and drip onto the bed. They stood up and kissed while she held his cock. He got dressed and left.

That night I asked my wife if she had fun and she told me it was the best she’s had in years. She told me that she already texted him and invited him back. I don’t know what to do.