Wife rubbed me off like a bitch [Cuckold’s Perspective]

I have been fantasizing about a hotwife cuckold relationship for a little while. My wife, not so much. Last night, I had been communicating some horniness throughout the evening and when we were in bed at the end of the day, she denied me access to her mouth and pussy because she didn’t really feel like putting in the effort. She does that a lot. She offered to give me a handjob and started touching me a bit, tapping on my dick. I mentioned how good it felt and told her that she might be able to get me off like that, to which she replied “that would be cool”.

So she is tapping on my dick and gently caressing the frenulum a little bit. I was really surprised but I started getting way into it. I laid my head back and covered my eyes with a pillow. I was gyrating my hips up and down as I get deeper and deeper into this. I’ve never been in this situation and it was kind of emasculating but I loved it so much.

I started moaning and panting like a little bitch and she was rubbing my dick with her index finger and thumb. I imagined her doing this to me while she is taking a fat cock into her pussy, and with each pump I am reminded of how soft, wet, and warm it is inside as the huge dick is covered in shiny wet slop from her hungry pussy.

Why does she get so wet for him? Why does he get to have my wife’s wet warm pussy and I get to have her thumb and index finger rubbing on my dick like it’s a little clit? It was terribly hot. I made moans and squirmed like my wife hasn’t heard/seen before. I begged her not to stop the low amount of effort she was putting in and then I suddenly let out a shriek and squirted my cum onto my belly and boxers (she had my dick poked through the hole in my boxers, it was really a low effort she put in).

Afterwards, I felt a little embarrassed. I felt like a bitch with a clit because that’s basically how she just treated me. I wasn’t expecting this situation to arise. I don’t think she was either. Once I squirted my cum, she told me I was a good boy and she said that she wants to teach me how to cum quicker so that she doesn’t have to waste so much time on my baby dick (this all took about 3 minutes by the way) and that way she can spend more focus on big black cock (which she apparently likes now).

So, she apparently enjoyed the ability to basically deny/neglect me while still allowing me to have an orgasm. And this could be the gateway to a great journey of submission. She kept looking over at me with this surprise and pity on her face almost. My body was vibrating with eagerness to release and she liked having that control over me with the tips of her fingers.