My wife has turned full hotwife. She just left me at home an hour ago to go meet her BWC Bull for the 2nd time. [cuckolds perspective] [M38 F36]

My wife is currently at a hotel with her Bull and will probably be there taking his BWC for a few hours. Things only the 2nd time she’s met up with him. But the first time went on for 3 hours. She brought him back home after meeting him for coffee and then fucked him in my bed while I sat outside in the living room and listened to her moan and squirt all over his cock. This is what he text me today. I’d screenshot and post it if the community allowed pics but it doesn’t. :/

“ Hey , I am just heading into the hotel now. Can't wait for your wife to get here so l can properly fuck her the way she deserves. If she tells me to put a condom on, I am going to. But I'm going to rip it off before I slide in her. No, scratch that. I'm going to make her take it off and tell her if she wants my big dick, she's gonna have to take it off. Also, I am definitely going to fill her up”

I’m a little nervous of how things will go from here on out. She’s already talking and fantasizing about him breeding her. she told me last night while we were having a super hot fuck session while she told me how she can’t wait to take his massive cock again and how she’s going to let him cum anywhere he wants.. how she’s going to be a complete slut wife and fuck whoever she wants from now on.. how she wants to feel his big dick spasm and pulsate and pump her full of his cum… even though I set a rule that condoms at all times until I can see him creampie her in person… but I don’t think she’s going to follow the rules. I’m nervous but also so incredibly turned on with her cheating on me and cucking me. I want to be supportive of her but I’m nervous about how far she will take it.