My partner[36f] is getting unprotected creampies before coming to me[34m]

My open relationship partner and I have been together for 6 years. She's been married this whole time and has been on birth control. I've always gotten to cum inside her and she's always enjoyed it. She knows I'm into hotwife/hotpast and voyuerism. I've been lucky enough to listen to get getting railed by her husband a handful of times and have even been able to share a hotel room with two queens beds. I was laying in one, trying to stay hard but not cum while I watched the shillouette of her bounce on him on the other bed.

She knows I enjoy the taste and smell of cum and she loves taking creampies. One time a few years ago, I was about to pull out and she says "no no no. Stay in. Stay in." Another time, about a year ago, I thought she said "you have to cum in me though " but I found out later she said "you can't cum in me though". She was switching her for of birth control that she was on and had stopped taking one and hadn't restarted the other. That kicked off an impregnation or breeding kink in me. Not necessarily the body modification side of it, but the shear primalness of humans wanted to let their instincts and hormones take over.

Well she's stopped taking birth control now. She got off it because she didn't like how it was making her feel. She found out a few weeks later that her husband was eager to put a baby in her. She hadn't told him that she had stopped taking birth control until they were in the middle of sex. She told me that she told him he could pull out or cum inside her. He came inside her twice that night then she called me over to fuck her too. But I had to bring condoms.

Since she's gone off birth control, her sex drive has skyrocketed. But, because she's now unprotected, she wants me to wear condoms or pull out now, but her husband still gets to cum inside her. The hotpast, hotwife , voyeurism is all still there. But I'm getting denied that creampie.

Over the last few months I've gotten to listen to them have sex or at least hear about it after the fact. She'll go into great detail about how he felt and what positions they were in. I love all that. Then I'll get my turn fingering her and eating her out while his cum leaks out of her. I've fucked her bare and pulled out at the last second, but the last time I did that, I was a little hesitant in wanting to pull out. Now I think I have to wear a condom every time I fuck her; but he gets to fill her up without a care in the world.

We haven't done a true threesome yet but I'd love that. I want to be there to watch it. To have her suck me as he pounds her down on my cock . I want to rub her clit while another dick is buried inside her. I want to hear them moan as all 3 of us orgasm together.