Pool party – life of a [Cuck]

still kind of processing it. I went to a pool party with a group of close friends. I also brought a woman I’ve been seeing casually. She knows I’m submissive and kinky, but I was hoping today would be more relaxed.

Well, relaxed went out the window when one of my buddies jokingly pantsed me while we were in the pool—and yeah… everyone saw. No trunks. No cover. Just me, standing there with absolutely nothing to hide. Including the fact that I’m not exactly impressive in the size department.

Cue the laughter. The jokes. The teasing. It was brutal—but here’s the messed up part: it turned me on. Being laughed at, being exposed, being reminded of my place. I was hard for the rest of the day, even through the shame.

But what really stung is my date. She didn’t join in the teasing, but she definitely looked… disappointed. I could feel the energy shift. When we talked later, she said she “wasn’t sure this is her thing after all.”

So now I’m the guy with the small dick who got humiliated in front of everyone—including the woman I was trying to impress—and I’m sitting here replaying it in my head, turned on, ashamed, and alone.

I don’t even know what I want by posting this. Maybe to confess. Maybe to connect. Or maybe just to be reminded that some of us are wired differently—and that’s okay.