It is absolutely crazy to see how this lifestyle can completely change a person… Before we started down this journey, I could never have imagined how devious and naughty my girlfriend might become down the line. Or how much I would enjoy to watch her let loose sexually in such a way. But now, here we are. Completely entranced in our nasty little fantasies, no longer holding back our mutual desires. Sophia is playing quite a lot with strangers lately. She is exploring more sex-positive spaces and even installed Tinder to find more casual hook ups from time to time. Most of them with men, but to my surprise some of them even with women!
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But the most regular guy she is seeing is still Dylan, our somewhat more long-term bull now. She is meeting him once or twice a week and they explore BDSM and just an overall amazing sexual chemistry together. I have been pulled more and more into their intoxicating dynamic, watching her submit to this man and his cock while she is slowly taking away more and more of my privileges.
I feel like the entire situation is starting to mess with me a bit, but not in a negative way! Just the pure thought that the woman I love is so addicted to another man’s cock that she keeps coming back to him. To hear the kind of sounds that she is making with him. Frankly, to know that he is making her feel things that I would just never be able to… That he is giving her something I never could, even if I tried. She is not even trying to hide this fact from me. Of course, she keeps affirming me how much she loves me and that she adores the sex that we have. But seeing them for well over a year now, I think it has really settled in just how much better he is at fucking her. It is not just the novelty of the situation, or her excitement because it is something special – he just fucks her better than I do on every level. His cock is bigger, he has more stamina than I do, loves to dominate her if she feels like she wants to explore her submissive side. He makes her squirt and cum multiple times, seemingly without any effort…
One might think that realizing this would make me super jealous, but really, the opposite is true. Knowing that they’re meeting up makes me super happy and giddy. To know that she is out with him, cumming her brains out on his fat cock. Or even better, to be involved in their nasty little scenarios. It is just insane to imagine that only three years ago, I would have laughed about the thought of ever enjoying being her cuck. And now I crave it more than anything.
The crazy thing is, she is the one who keeps pushing this further and further! I was hesitant in the beginning, but I feel like I have now finally accepted my role as her cuck. Just the other day, Dylan came to our place for a little Saturday afternoon session, and I think at that point I realized just how normal this had become for us. To have her tease and humiliate me, put me into a chastity cage. Telling me that I deserve to be locked for not being able to please her. That another man was taking care of her and I was just letting it happen.
Then the little things. Helping her get ready for him, watching her put some lacy lingerie on just for another man to enjoy. Preparing her with my tongue for a bit, just so she is already wet and ready for someone else. My pulse racing as the doorbell rang. Seeing how she greets him, almost like he is her actual boyfriend and I am… A bystander? An afterthought?
To see them make out on our bed, and how roughly he handles the woman I love. How much she begs him to use and abuse her. How she shivers in anticipation as he is taking control of her body. Laying her over his knee and spanking her, while she is looking directly at me. I can see the lust in her eyes as his hand slaps her again and again. How her tears start welling, but all she says is ‘thank you daddy’. He is manhandling her, scratching and choking her until she begs him to fuck her.
And then I get to watch her take him. As she begs him to fuck her harder, completely in trance. Sometimes for more than hour (with small breaks in between). To see him abuse all of her holes as he pleases. They often start humiliating me, telling me that I should watch and learn how a real man fucks her. How pathetic I am for allowing all of this to happen.
They are right, in a way. Sophia had been the one who introduced me to the lifestyle. And I was hesitant at first because it sounded like the worst deal ever. She gets to fuck other people and all I get is to watch her get pleasure from someone else? But slowly, I have become completely addicted to all of this. And she pushed me further, step by step.
Only he gets to fuck her raw and I have to use a condom? Alright!
I have to wear a cage if I want to watch them fuck? Sure!
It is absolutely depraved how much I fantasize about her pushing us further into this lifestyle. To think about all the ways they haven’t humiliated me yet. As he is fucking her senseless on our bed, my mind sometimes drifts off with even more depraved fantasies. How hot it would be to watch her be taken by multiple men at once, right in front of me. Or how naughty it would be to go on vacation together and having him play her boyfriend in public.
And then, every time she starts begging him to breed her… Rollercoaster of emotions. Of course I know she’s on the pill right now and we absolutely do not want her to get pregnant. But Jesus, I can’t tell you what a rush it is to fantasize about it together. Especially because I have to use a condom and he creampies her basically every time they see one another. So if she forgot to take the pill and a test was positive… it would be 100% his, not mine. And I know that she is getting off of that thought too… She is begging him to knock her up constantly! She was never like that before, never mentioned any breeding kink prior to this. But I think sex with Dylan has really awoken this almost feral side in her. She really changed from liking sex to be absolutely hungry for it, especially for his cock. And one of her favorite fantasies is me watching her be bred by him. When we are dirty talking together and I even mention her getting knocked up by him while I am watching, she will cum almost instantly! And I can really feel how wet this fantasy makes her.
And then once he has unloaded into her, she always calls me over. To lick her clean from the cum that she had begged for. Just the other day, I got completely lost while my tongue was licking every last drop out of her. And I realized how much I have gotten to enjoy this feeling, and how intimate of a moment it was for the two of us. How special that we could reconnect on not just on a physical, but really an emotional level like that. Affirm how much we love one another. I think I almost prefer this over fucking her now… Not that I don’t like when we have sex, but just thinking about how more exhilarating and beautiful this kind of connection is. Her, exhausted from getting dicked down for an hour by another man. Me, desperate to feel her sweaty thighs press against my cheeks. To serve her, soothe her. Show her that I am not only okay with her fucking other men, but absolutely worship her for her infidelity.
I often find myself fantasizing about where this journey will lead us. How much she will push me and how far I am willing to let all of this go. But for now, I really just enjoy the ride for what it is. She’s meeting him again today, this time just the two of them. I can’t wait to hear what they have been up to while reclaiming her later. Then I will finish into my pathetic little condom, while his cum is still dripping out of her. And maybe we will both think about how we can push this fantasy even a bit further…
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