Cuckold turning Sissy [the beginning of a new fase]

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So…….yeah.. for the past couple weeks I've been falling in the sissy rabbit hole. It had always been the step that is too far to actually reach but now it's just …

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I blame porn for this. Specifically cuckold porn. When I say porn I mean Twitter because that's the only place that I look for it online.
It used to be that a cuck was just against his will watching the wife getting fucked, then it became so that the Cuckold accepted and encouraged the wife to fuck in front of him.

Then these accounts took it to the next level and made it so the cuck is humiliated while she fucks, with a gag or like forced to eat the bulls cum and stuff like that.
Now every other page just involves cuckold into this evolution of humiliation, sissy. Nothing against men that feel confortable dressing up and feeling like a woman but these "HYPNO sissy" where they say that it's the natural next step for a cuck to turn into a woman and become another cum dumpster like his wife, it's everywhere.

I can't even masturbate to a woman leaking cum from her pussy without having the husband on a pink dress and a pink cage with a wig while drooling to the fact that he wants the bull to do it to him as well.

I caved in.
I never denied that it was hot but I would always forget about it after I cum. Now, not so much.. I started to actually look for those sissy videos and man, there are a ton of them.. I love specially how well they know me. Saying things like "it's not just a fase", "you are obsessed now", "you tried to stop but you came back".

Seeing those men in cages acting like a woman with their feminine bodies jumping up and down on a dildo mad me feel so horny. I started to normalize it but dildos in my ass was never a normal thing.

Only on rare occasion and it was during BDSM so not like the videos. I think I gave in to one specific phrase I saw a guy ask on reddit where they said that I should try a dildo once and if I cum fast I would know that it was a good thing to continue.
Same thing with a cage.

In all honesty, if it's not to humiliate me as a cuck, I don't like cages, yes it's horny but it's just not for me to keep on doing by myself.
Plus mine broke the lock and I currently only have massive dildos so I just tried it with my fingers…
I was home alone and was laying on my back in bed and pulled my legs up..I had a almost dildo like shape small bottle of lube and got my asshole all slippery and started with two fingers..
I had taken much more before but this felt different.. I now was doing it to be like a woman and my dick started to get hard. I did touch it and started to add another finger. And then another, I had all my four fingers inside and out like it was my pussy.

Strangely, that felt like a bomb of pleasure but my penis wasn't even full erect. I just continued doing it until my hand was getting tired. I was convinced that I would cum any minute but I didn't, I needed to touch my penis a least a little bit.
So what I did was hold my legs up with my elbows and I used the lube bottle as a dildo while I golfed my sack with the other hand. I had some sissy videos playing over and over on the side, with girls telling me to turn and become a girl.

I started to moan like a woman and as I flinched my penis, I ejaculated all of a sudden. Again and again it came out on top of my chest. I felt my whole body stiffen a I realized what I'd just done. I let go of my legs and just stared at the ceiling while I felt the cum slowly drip to my sides.

I didn't feel the post nut clarity hit like before, I didn't regret that, I was tired but wanted to do it again as soon as possible.
The video was still playing and it got to a part where it said something along the lines of: You want his seed on your ass.
The extazy that I was still feeling made me act like I never did by myself.

I pushed my cum filled semi hard penis between my legs and turned it around until the tip got between my now dried butt cheeks, I could feel the cum touch my asshole.. I passed my finger on it and inside. Using my own cum as lube was something that I could never do because of post nut clarity, well I was doing it now..

The cum on my chest started to become more liquid then sticky so I got up and ran to the shower to clean myself. Before I opened the hot water I had this last thought, with all the cum on my chest and belly was dripping down on my body.
"If I eat this cum right now, I will officially become a sissy".
I stood there for what seemed like 30 seconds. I had done a similar thing in the past to humiliate myself but again, this was about being a sissy, this was me just doing it by myself and with no one knowing. I wanted to do it but I didn't.. I don't know why, the mood was there but I guess I took to long to do it. I regret now going all the way. Maybe on the next time.

Still I continued to fall in this rabbit hole. I began talking to a few people and expressing myself about it. They gave me the courage to act on my desires so I dressed up.
I found a couple of cute outfits from my wife and I FUCKING LOVED putting them on. This so wrong that is right feeling. I looked at myself in the mirror and I could see it. In another universe my skinny nerdy body with my beardless baby face, I could've been a woman. I could turn into one if I wanted.

I got a faceapp that turned my pictures into a Woman, giving me long hair, makeup and took away my Adam's apple. It took only that and I was a hot woman. Plus with the dress I almost fell in love with myself.
I saved a couple of pictures And I posted a couple on a crossdress subreddit and people loved it. I felt so accepted that I wanted to continue..

I talked to my wife briefly and she just thought it was just a kink from my cuckold humiliation and it is but it feel like it is more than that.