My bf made me and his ex who I’m really jealous of be on the same call while he guided us both [FFM] [cuckquean’s perspective]

When me and my boyfriend first started dating, we were pretty quick to realise how our kinks matched. The first few times he guided me on the call, I was absolutely floored, he was so fucking good at it, I would literally be left shaking, quivering and I couldn't even think properly. Then he slowly started testing my boundaries and pushing me to do more, ofc I loved it cause there is nothing that turns me on more than being used like a slut.

We were sexting one time and he brought his ex up and that opened a whole new side of me I didn't even know I had, I realised I was kind of really really into getting cucked. Before this, I had never even thought about getting cucked, I never thought I'd ever dabble into it considering I'm a really jealous girlfriend, but when he did it, I got off to how degrading and humiliating it felt. He would tell me ab how much better she was and how he would fuck her over me anyday, the sessions were always really intense, but I didn't know just how bad it was going to get once we started doing a lot of cuck scenarios which usually included his ex.

One day, he just asked me if he should add her on the call. I completely denied in the beginning but the more I thought about it, the more it turned me on, just the thought of him guiding both of us at the same time, giving her more attention than me, her being on the same call seeing how embarrassing of a whore I was to get turned on by the whole scenario and honestly I just could not miss out on it. I told him that he should and after talking to her ab it (they were no contact for a while and he really just hit her up to do this, they were rlly compatible sexually as well and almost everything he did w me, he had already done w her, which ofcourse made me really jealous but also turned me on) and she also agreed, I never expected her to.

The next time we were on the call and I was already really turned on, he tells me he's going to add her on the call, I was so horny and I didn't even think about it before saying yes.

She joined the call and we talked for a bit before he started asking us to touch ourselves, he degraded me so much in front of her, telling her about how jealous I was of her, how she was better than me and how pathetic it was that I was getting turned on by this shit. She was also touching herself and he was also degrading her, he kept alternating between us and it kept making us more desperate for his validation. I could hear her moans and everytime he would start only talking to her, I would feel even more desperate because he was giving her attention and it was all fucking with my head in the best way possible.

He has this game he likes to play where he'll count back from 10 all the way to 1 and as the countdown goes lower and lower, I'm supposed to get faster, while not being allowed to cum, at the end he'll usually tell me to cum or stop. A lot of times he'll just go back and forth on the counting or go incredibly slow while I'm already going really fast and I'm already really fucking close and desperate, he can easily get me to tears just by doing this multiple times and asking me to stop at the end. He told his ex to guide me, and she told me she always wanted to be the one to make a girl do this, she did not allow me to cum though, I was moaning so loudly and I could hear her getting closer as well, I was practically begging him to let me cum at this point.
we had already been on the call for way over an hour and he finally started getting us both closer to the edge, I was so fucking disoriented at this point i literally couldn't even believe what was going on, it was so intense, I couldn't think about anything and I was really on the edge. He finally asked both of us to cum and I heard her moan really fucking loudly, calling his name and everything which made me feel so much worse but I loved every second of it. I came as well and then he gave us both aftercare, it was the most intense session I had ever had up until that point and I was so shaken up by it I literally could not move for like an hour.
This was just the start though, maybe I'll do more of these with all the shit he had made me do.