I embarrassingly admitted that I wanted my gf [F] to fuck her friend’s ex [M] over drinks. A week later, she fucked his big cock. [true] [cuckolds perspective]

I've talked about how my gf Kayla and her friend's ex Richard seemingly have wanted each other for a a while. Some comments here and there, them dancing against each other. Getting probably not the best advice on reddit, I was suggested to all get drunk and just subtly suggest that they should dance or kiss.

At the time, it felt silly. Like how could I just bring it up but as a lot of you know, when you think with your dick, you do stupid things. Anyways, I was on here a lot and just really badly wanted things to happen so I organized a night out and had people over to pre drink. I set it up so that nobody else would be able to make it to our place to drink except Richard. Kayla, Richard and I are all close so just drinking as us three isn't exactly awkward but I think the nerves got to me as I clearly drank too much too quickly.

We were talking about summer plans, all really non sexual and seeing Kayla in a tight outfit and her lips looking ridiculously hot, I just couldn't help myself. I don't remember exactly what was said but Kayla told me the next day it was something along the lines of "stop staring at each other and just kiss already. I know you want to". The whole night pretty much was ruined at that point. Things were clearly awkward, Richard decided to leave and we three called the night off. I took the blame, saying I drank too much and I woke up the next morning, hungover and having to live with the cringe of what I did. I only can live it down because of what it inevitably led to.

I talked to Kayla and obviously she put two and two together. We've joked about it and made comments and played into the fantasy of it so although there was mutual interest, she was (deservedly) very upset that I embarrassed her and myself like I did. She texted him that night, apologizing and he was a good guy about the whole thing realizing it was a drunk event and he got it. That was it.

I decided to text Richard to apologize personally and everything was ok again. But again.. I was determined to make this happen. Please don't take what I do as advice because I think I was just lucky that both Kayla and Richard were clearly fantasizing about each other and that we are all good enough friends to get past what I did and still make it work. But I ended up deciding to host a potluck to make up for the fact that I ruined my friend group's night out that night. Obviously with us three not being able to go, the dynamic was ruined a bit and the night wasn't nearly as fun.

The day of I told my girlfriend if he wanted Richard to stay the night, I won't stop her. She looked at me and didn't really react before saying ok. I texted him the same thing and he didn't respond. 5 people (including Richard) came over and we had a potluck at our place. Nothing extraordinary happened. I watched them as carefully as I could and they gave no signs which was frustrating. We had a few drinks and I could feel my anxiety growing, really hoping that I could just kick everybody out and just tell them to fuck.

Eventually, everybody started to slowly leave but Richard found an excuse to slowly linger, doing his best not to leave first. Eventually the last group started to leave and I saw in the corner of my eye Kayla reach for his wrist and hold him back. Our friends didn't notice too much as I slowly said bye before locking the door behind me. I turned around immediately I heard it. Kissing. I turned the corner and I saw them making out hard in the middle of our kitchen. His hands were on his ass and I could see her firmness in his grasp while their tongues danced in each others mouths.

She saw me and came up to me and asked me to come back. Agonizing.. yes, but I did what I was told. I took my keys and closed the door behind me. I remembered putting my ear against the door to hear anything but I heard nothing. I wandered, put on airpods and just walked the block four times. It was maybe 10 minutes but I could not help myself but go back inside. I got to my front door and walked in to hear it again and this time, I was rock hard.

I heard Kayla moaning louder than I've ever heard before, hearing the bodies banging against each other. I walked by to my bedroom and there, I saw her pinned against him, his hips slowly thrusting into her as he kissed her neck. His grunts were loud and her hands were wrapped around his big back, thrusting his entire cock inside her. And jesus.. it was intoxicating to see. He was big, his thrusts were slow and she was melting under his weight. They kissed hard at moments and seemingly didn't notice me just standing there, cock in hand as I was jerking off. I felt awkward just standing there and remember awkwardly coughing but they knew I was there. I came quickly and just retreated to the couch as I listened to them fuck for another 20 minutes.

To keep this story from going too long, we awkwardly cleaned ourselves up before she asked him to stay for the night. I slept on the couch, he slept in our bed and I was awakened by them fucking again in the middle of the night. I was able to fall asleep after they finished only to hear him slowly sneaking out. I mean.. walking back into my bedroom and seeing her naked, asleep and clearly satisfied is a sight to behold.