My GF cruelly cheated on me at a frat party and turned me into a cuck [cheating][cuckold’s perspective]

It was now eight years ago that my [M20] college GF [F21] cruelly cheated on me at a frat party and quickly turned me into a cuck.  Josie had been, by far, my most amazing GF and my best sex partner.  Stunning and sexy – long legs that went on forever! – and sexually adventurous, uninhibited and perpetually horny.  We humped like a pair of rabbits.  Still, there were signs of trouble from the start.  She had an issue with alcohol and drugs.  At campus parties, she would often overindulge and then get frisky with many other guys, dancing very suggestively, getting handsy and even deep kissing.  She always stuck by me, however, and we would end these evenings by having awesome sex.  I found all this pretty exciting.  We often watched porn together.  Once, we saw a really hot video where a white girl got picked up in a bar by three black guys.  They ended up fucking her hard and in every way imaginable with their enormous porn-sized cocks.  When we finished the vid, Josie exclaimed, “That looked like fun!”  “Wow!”, I replied, “you would do it with three big guys?”  She answered, “No, no.  Not IRL,…..but this is a great fantasy.  Lots of women think about sex with multiple hot guys.” 

After four months together, we planned on attending a Saturday night event at a jock frat house known for throwing wild parties.  However, due to procrastination, I had to work on a term paper assignment due the following Monday, and so told her I could not go.  “Not a big deal”, she told me.  She dressed provocatively and then went to the party with a large group of our close friends.  A few hours later, one friend in the group, J-dog, called me excitedly and said, “Dude, you better come here quickly!  Josie got very drunk and then just disappeared into an upstairs bedroom with three huge frat bros.”  I got dressed and ran the half-mile to the frat house as quickly as I could.

J-dog met me at the front door of the house and guided me through the raucous party and up two flights of stairs to the residential area.  He pointed to a closed door and said, “She’s in there.”  J-dog left me, and I stepped close to the door.  Immediately, I could tell I was too late.  I heard Josie’s voice, literally screaming in ecstasy, coming through the door.  Nonsense scream syllables were mixed with, “Fuck me…fuck me, hard!” and “Fuck my tiny white pussy.”  I froze in extreme shock right up close to the door.  I gently tried the handle, but it was locked.

Suddenly, the door burst open inwardly and I came face-to-chest with a huge black frat bro athlete who must have weighed nearly a hundred pounds more than me.  We both startled each other.  Quickly, he spoke, “Huh?…..what the?”  Then, “Hey man!  What the fuck are you doing?”.  Then, after a second of thought and peering down at me, he turned into the room and shouted, “The boyfriend is here!…..Hey guys, the boyfriend is at the door.”

I could not see around the door into the room and was still frozen with shock and anxiety.  The big guy then grabbed my arm and yanked me through the door.  Now I could see into the dimly lit room.  He said, “See, bro!….We givin’ yo’ girl what she really wanted.  She wanted to try out some real dicks.”  I could see Josie on all fours on a bed with three enormous athletes surrounding her.  Behind her, slamming into her doggy style, was a white guy.  Josie’s head was at the edge of the bed and two black guys with enormous cocks were standing right in front of her.  One had his cock in her mouth, while the second stood by, waiting his turn while stroking.  I continued to be speechless, with my mouth hanging wide open.

After watching this scene for about 45 seconds, my huge “host”, pushed me hard and backwards, out the door.  Before slamming it in my face, he yelled, “Now, get the fuck outta here!”  I walked back to my dorm with my tail between my legs.

Josie had seen me in the room, so likely was not surprised when I ghosted her, effectively ending our relationship immediately.  Thing was, however, I could not get that scene out of my head and it played on a constant loop.  Soon, I realized how much it turned me on.  For eight years since, I have been seeking cuckold relationships with all the women I date.