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In East Asian countries, you’re either normal or weird.
You live with your parents until you get married and move out, be a good son/daughter to your parents and have children of your own – that’s what you do.
My girlfriend and I didn’t have that kind of background, and in our late teens, we ran away together and started living together.
We we basking in our own little bubble of freedom not offered to most people our age. We stayed up all night, went out when we wanted to, ate what we wanted, and most importantly; fucked like rabid little bunnies.
You see, there was only one reason why I asked her out in the first place. It was her body. Before we started dating, she would wear these booty shorts where her perfect skin and thick thighs would fill out and ooze sex. God forbid it was a hot day, the sweat on her thighs would glimmer in the sun like a glazed ham, I just couldn’t hold myself back from taking a bite.
But it wasn’t that simple. In my country, you can’t just start fucking, you gotta do all the dating rituals. So you can imagine how ready I was to explode all over her when I finally unraveled my prize.
Lots of people say this, but I assure you no one means it like I do – her skin was perfect like porcelin, top to bottom, not a single blemish on her. The tightness of her petite frame, the elasticity of her flesh was accentuated by the gentle curves of her hips and the small but perfectly perky tits topping this dessert as a cherry on top.
I started bursting with the urge to taste her. All of her. It probably came off as very weird given it was her first experience, but if I resisted the urge, I probably would’ve started bleeding from my nose.
So I just went for it. I licked her. All of her. Feet to toe, thighs, groin, armpits, face, body, everywhere. I just wanted to make her all mine in every way. That’s what we did, and we fucked 3 times in a row.
Luckily, it was well received. My new girlfriend came to love sex and developed an infatuation with experimenting.
First, it was the usual. Blowjob, swallow, no condom, ropetie, blindfold, anal…
It really peaked when we were taking a walk in the park one night and I decided to get a bit frisky.
I led the charge, of course, it wasn’t the first time, but this time, she wasn’t resisting. So I kept pushing ahead, shoving my finger into her panties to discover that she was pouring like a faucet.
I asked her why she was so wet, and she merely pulled a face before jumping on top of my lap, shoving my cock in her and started riding me in public.
I, to this day, have never seen pussy that wet. Despite the completed silence and darkness at the park the squelching and uncontrollable moans by my gf were bound to attract attention.
Well, maybe that was more my excuse. I just felt – for the first time in my life – like I couldn’t hold myself back from cumming. I got her off, rushed back to our apartment and finished her off. We both agreed, it was mindblowing, and we were only 18. Our sex life was certainly thriving.
But like I said, it peaked there. We kinda tried everything. I got quite good at working her body, so I could pound her into a quick and orgasmic submission, she blows me to completion and I cum in her mouth. A dream for many, i’m sure. But it became a routine, and a mundane one at that.
It was then I got really into porn as a way of alternate satisfaction. And it was just by chance that I came across one JAV video of an actress being fucked by an American bbc.
I’ve seen stuff like that before, but this time it hit different. It hit hard, and I couldn’t stop masturbating to it. I felt anguish, arousal, and a deep pain all at the same time. Why? Because the actress in the video – the one taking all of that enormous cock – looked a lot like my gf.
Once i drew that association, it was like a dam had broken. I couldn’t unsee it, and I just obsessed over it and let my guard down.
So it was a matter of time until I got caught, and I did.
Oh the embarassment of my gf awkwarding confessing her discovery upon my return home! I tried to bury it, of course. Tried to emphasise that the actress looked like her, and that that was the only reason why I watched it, no emphasis on the male actor at all.
I had hoped she hadn’t noticed, and she seemed to be buying it.
That is, until we were having sex that night. I was seeking validation for her being okay with me, but she had other plans.
“That black guy in the video… he was huge huh?” It felt like a punch to the gut. I nodded and deflected. “So was it like you were watching me being fucked by a black cock?”
I felt like throwing up, but my cock was about to explode.
With ever fibre of me, I denied it. “What the fuck are you talking about?” It statled her, and I took charge of her body to put her back in her place of sexual submission.
I’d narrowly escaped losing my mojo, but the corrosion had already taken afoot, the link already drawn.
Over and over, I was thinking about it – a bbc dominating my gf and making her his. Like many others, I found it perverse and didn’t want to admit it.
But what was on the other side? A mundane sex life that has taken its course.
I could get it up okay for now, but I couldn’t cum. I got used to telling her not to worry about it. I didn’t even initiate anymore, just only when she asked. I began hating sex. It was boring. I wondered it she’d noticed, and if not, how long it’d take for her to notice that, well, I wasn’t attracted to her anymore.
But then it happened. On one particularly forced bedside event, in an endeavour to get myself into it, I imagined it. I imagined my gf being fucked by a bbc.
The key to making her cum was through prone bone. She liked it deep, and she liked it hard. She described it as an intense pressure in her lower tummy.
I began to imagine how intense it would be for her if she got something bigger. Someone that could reach corners I couldn’t. Someone more dominant, someone more experienced, someone… kinky and wild.
I came, and I came hard. I couldn’t deny it anymore, and that turned into the best orgasm I’d had in years.
After that night, I began thinking about this. Do I really want this? What would happen? What are the consequences? Would she… agree to?
We’d been together for 4 years at this point. The relationship was going nowhere, we’d stopped having sex. All my sexual attention was now on bbc porn, and imagining her within one.
I started looking into it. Others who’d done the same, how they did it, and what it did to their relationship.
Realistically, I was getting ready to confess to her. As she lay next to me in bed, I comtemplated on many nights dropping that bomb on her. It was a matter of time – “I was lying before. I’ve been imagining you with a bbc. I want to see you with one, and I think you’d love it”
And I knew, given how open she was to new sexual experiences, that she wouldn’t say no – as long as I held her hand.
The only thing holding me back was my admission. Because upon confessing to her, it would become official. I would become a cuckold.
And because this is a true story and not fiction, it never happened that way. She broke it off before I could muster up the courage.
I do think of where my life would be now if I had gone ahead, how much it would have impacted my view of sex – i think it would have desensitised me to anything sex related, unable to do anything else sexually.
I wish i could find the videos we’d made together to reminisce, and to maybe to better imagine what that tight, juicy body would have looked like, sweating and screaming under a big black man.
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