he said he wanted to watch me fall apart for someone else [gf]

i asked him if he really meant it. he said yes. said he wanted to see me lose control. said he wanted me to get ruined and still look him in the eye after. i told him that was a dangerous thing to want.
so we picked someone. someone taller. bigger. rougher. the kind of guy who doesn’t care if you’re taken. i wore something tiny. lacy. see-through. my boyfriend sat on the chair while i got eaten out on the couch. i didn’t look at him. not yet.

the guy fingered me deep and fast while i sucked his cock like it was a challenge. i came like that. not even from the cock. just the fingers and the attention and the fact that my boyfriend was still fully dressed, still watching.

when he finally slid into me, i gasped so loud it echoed. my boyfriend gripped the arms of the chair. i was moaning. begging. making noises i’ve never made with him. and he kept watching. didn’t say a word when the guy pulled out, flipped me over, and came all over my ass.
after, i looked back at him. swollen lips. ruined mascara. still dripping.
he was hard.