Embarrassing night with my ex [cuckold’s perspective]

In my vanilla days before I became a cuckold. One of my ex-girlfriends was very very attractive and a little older than me. We only went out for a couple of months. After a few weeks we finally slept together for the first time. She made a huge effort dressed up in expensive lingerie for me, looked breathtaking and smelt devine. I could not believe my luck but I was very nervous and could not get an erection, I remember the look of disappointment when she saw my flaccid 1” cock. We went to bed and I spent ages trying to get it up for her without success, I could tell how disappointed and frustrated she was from the tone of her voice. We took a break and went to sleep for a bit, after a couple of hours we tried again and I managed to get an erection. I was anxious to say the least, I mounted her in the missionary position and entered her, within a few seconds I felt my orgasm suddenly overwhelm me and less than 20 seconds later I shot my load in her (I was not using a condom). I can still hear her sigh of frustration. I ticked every bedroom faux pas for the poor woman that night, micro penis, erectile dysfunction, premature ejaculation. I was memorable for all the wrong reasons. Needless to say she dumped me a few days later, she did not give me a chance for a second attempt. I can imagine what she told her girlfriends! I don’t blame her for dumping me, my bedroom performance was less than 1 out of 10. Looking back now being a cuckold is natural for a man like me, women like my ex deserve better than I could offer.

I am just curious what the ladies on here think. How would you have reacted if you had been in my ex-girlfriends place?