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Months into our relationship, I ended up realizing I was a whiteboy. I remember showing my girlfriend Angie Faith under my saved posts on Reddit, and I had to scroll fast to avoid any BBC vids while screensharing on FaceTime with her. I remember passing QOS tattoos on PAWGs and BlackedPawgs under my saved posts. I stopped on one and said, “This vid is so hot,” then got nervous and said I really just liked her ass.
I asked my girlfriend to tease me by bouncing her ass on my dick without letting me inside her, like a clip from WBCH that I screen recorded. I remember her trying to mimic the clip with it playing on her TV, and she asked, “What’s that thing on his dick?” I got really nervous and my face got red. She didn’t know what a chastity cage was, and I played dumb too. I honestly thought she was playing dumb and trying to bait me into telling her. I didn’t tell her, and she didn’t bring it back up.
At the time I didn’t know this, but my girlfriend watched about 50% BBC porn, and I started showing her BBC porn, Built For BBC, and Only For BBC content on Reddit. She seemed confused by the Built For BBC stuff. I asked her to buy a temporary QOS tattoo and she asked what it meant. I said, “I just think it’s hot. If you look it up and see what it means, that’s not why I wanted you to get it.” She said she would get it but then backed out and never ordered it.
I used ChatGPT to tell me fantasies with my girlfriend, BBC dildos, teasing, etc. I screenshotted them and sent them to her so she could understand my fantasies without me having to say everything out loud and risk being awkward. She eventually said she would never say Only For BBC, Built For BBC, etc.
Once, I showed her a video of Victoria June saying, “You’re not allowed to cum.” I told my girlfriend to say that, and I said I didn’t want to be allowed to touch her big tits unless I deserved to. She would only let me touch her tits after I made her cum, and then I was finally allowed to cum.
I sent her Reddit posts of BNWO stuff I was new to and curious about. I never explored BNWO until I met her. Eventually, she started saying she was Only For BBC and the girls I showed her were Built For BBC. I never asked for advice or looked at this subreddit while exploring things with her. It was mostly ChatGPT, and even then it wasn’t telling me pacing or what to do.
We were both switches, but she told me she likes to be dominated every now and then because it turns her on a lot, like when she gets choked or her hair pulled.
I remember asking her to copy Angela White’s Damion Dayski BBC selfie with my dick. Then I asked her to use Snapchat stickers of Damion Dayski’s dick and put it on top of mine so I could see a picture of her with a BBC. She thought it was really hot.
Weeks later, she bought a Vixen Bandit BBC dildo for herself with her own money. I think it was around my birthday. She also ordered lingerie: the BLACKED t-shirt VixenP wears, a schoolgirl outfit, fishnets, a fishnet bodysuit, a red robe, a black bra with windows, a BBC Only thong, temporary QOS tattoos, fuzzy handcuffs, a chain collar necklace like the one Skylar Vox used, a red lingerie set Payton Preslee wore, QOS nipple pasties, and a white lingerie set that looked like wedding lingerie (but she refused to order a veil because she said that would be weird).
Months later I bought her a BLACKED lingerie set, a Teddy leather bodysuit, cow maid lingerie, and a “Sorry For Your Small Penis :(” bikini that VixenP wore.
One day, I unlocked her phone when she was in the bathroom because I saw something online about how guys check hidden places on a girl’s phone if she cheats. I was paranoid. I didn’t find anything, but I checked her Notes app and saw my name on a numbered list. I was #45. I instantly realized it was a body count list. I saw “Tyrone” on there. I felt betrayed because she never told me she’d been with a BBC before. I never asked, but I still felt lied to.
I never confronted her about it, but two days later she asked me what I thought Angela White’s body count might be since she’s done over 1,000 scenes. I said I didn’t know. She was trying to see how I judged someone I found hot. It was the perfect opportunity to ask her body count. She said she was embarrassed, I told her to just say it, and she said 45. She said she wasn’t proud of her college days and regrets them. I told her mine (6). I never brought up Tyrone or that I went through her phone.
It made me insecure, but then I told her to call me a loser and made sure she knew it was hot for me. I started exploring SPH a lot after finding out she’d been with a BBC, even though she didn’t know I knew.
Weeks later I asked her multiple times if she’d lock me in chastity, and she always said no. It would be weird, she didn’t want to hurt me, and she wanted me to feel good. Eventually she started sending me nudes with captions like “You wish you could touch these big tits. They’re Only For BBC.” She’d send censored photos of her tits too when I asked.
I asked her to send a video of her taking the BBC dildo. She was shy but did it, saying Only For BBC, etc. Later she became less shy and surprised me with a video of her riding her BBC dildo and her tits bouncing. I had to ask for these things, but she was open to them.
I told her she was perfect and the only way she’d be hotter is if she got nipple piercings, a waxed pussy, a nose ring, or a back tattoo. She didn’t get offended. I said I’d do something for her if she ever did any of them. I told her to imagine getting waxed and pierced and then locking me in chastity because I’m not allowed to have it. She admitted it would be hot but said the pain scared her. She ended up getting waxed.
I asked her to buy a chastity cage for locking me up. I told her I’d be such a loser if I bought her the Teddy leather bodysuit for her to wear the first time she locked me in. She said she gets to pick the cage, so I sent her Amazon links and sizing to make it easy. I sent multiple pink ones, a few black ones, and one flat metal cage. Deep down I wanted the pink one because I imagined her teasing me with her ass while I was locked in a pink cage. I didn’t want to influence her, but I said I thought she’d pick pink since it’s her favorite color. She said locking me in a pink cage would feel more controlling and hot.
She bought the black one at first, but since the pink one would take two weeks to arrive, I admitted I really wanted the pink one. She said she didn’t know I wanted it and picked black because she thought it was the safe option. She ended up ordering the pink one too, and it arrived before the weekend we had her house to ourselves.
She brought the pink cage, the BBC dildo, the QOS tattoo, and the Teddy leather bodysuit. She locked me up for the first time and teased me nonstop. Her ass against my cage, her QOS tattoo, the leather bodysuit. She loved every second of it.
We watched Gianna Michaels’ cuckold session, and she grabbed my cage while using her BBC dildo. She asked if I wanted her to cum on the BBC. Then she asked if I wanted to feel her stretched-out pussy, and we mimicked every position from the scene. She told me to cum inside her. The first time she ever let me. After conversations about how she’d surprise me with permission since she was on the implant.
The next day we watched Peta Jensen’s BLACKED scene. She loved it. She’d seen pieces before but never thought they were hot until that day.
Weeks later I asked her to say “Big Black Cock” like Gabbie Carter. She started saying it all the time during sex. Whenever she wanted me to cum, she’d say it, and it pushed me over the edge every time. She’d say things like “You wish you could watch me take a Big Black Cock” and “You wish your dick was bigger.”
Early in our relationship she told me 50% of her porn was BBC. Months ago she admitted 75% was BBC. I joked I got her addicted and she said no. She watched BBC before she ever met me. Later she said 95% of her porn now is BBC.
Recently she had to up her SSRI dosage, which made her orgasm much harder to reach. I didn’t know that at first, so I thought I wasn’t satisfying her anymore. I kept seeing her rub her clit during sex, and I’d pull her hand away to dominate her, but she’d make frustrated noises. I thought I needed to make her cum from my dick alone. I didn’t know SSRIs were the reason.
Because she wasn’t cumming, I started trying to cum fast every time. Sabotaging myself so she’d get frustrated and ask for a real Big Black Cock. I did that for less than two weeks.
Then I asked how she usually cums when she masturbates. She said she uses her vibrator and sometimes the BBC dildo while rubbing her clit. I said that might be why she couldn’t cum during sex. She immediately said it was her SSRI dosage. It takes forever now. Suddenly everything made sense. I thought she could only cum from her dildo or vibrator, but it wasn’t that. Since then she’s only cum once in over a month.
But she still seems satisfied. She only complains when I cum early, which usually happens because we’re watching a BBC scene during sex.
Last night we looked at a Reddit girl who looked like Kendra Sunderland. She said her boyfriend wanted her to take a real BBC, she did, he got mad, they made up, and they planned a threesome. Then she disappeared online. I bought her OnIyFans and we scrolled through it while having sex. Then we watched Kendra Sunderland’s cuckold JOI with a BBC, and I came fast in like 15–30 seconds after she repeated “Big Black Cock.” My girlfriend said, “Really?” I said, “You can’t blame me,” and she agreed because she was horny from the Reddit girl too.
Earlier, while scrolling, she said, “You’d love for me to do that to you.” I played dumb and said, “Do what?” She said something like, “Take a Big Black Cock.” It surprised me she said that. It made me nervous she might be hinting she wants to take one.
I keep imagining hearing my girlfriend taking a Big Black Cock behind the bedroom door, her sending me videos during it, holding her phone up with it in her mouth, telling me I’m a pathetic loser and wishing my dick was bigger.
I think I’m going to keep sabotaging and keep cumming fast during sex to see what happens next.
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